What if real happiness doesn’t exist??

Happiness…

What is happiness??

According to my friend Mr. Wikipedia..

Happiness is a state of mind or feeling characterized by contentment, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy. A variety of philosophical, religious, psychological and biological approaches have striven to define happiness and identify its sources.

Philosophers and religious thinkers often define happiness in terms of living a good life, or flourishing, rather than simply as an emotion. Happiness in this older sense was used to translate the Greek Eudaimonia, and is still used in virtue ethics. In everyday speech today, however, terms such as well-being or quality of life are usually used to signify the classical meaning, and happiness usually refers to the felt experience or experiences that philosophers historically called pleasure.

-wikipedia

Thank’s to mr. Wiki… =)

Now…

what if I’d ask..

Is there such thing?

Can you fake happiness??

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..Those are just some stuffs running through my head these days…

It’s just that at some point, I come to think of happiness as a state of being content of what you have. An expression of feeling when you fully accept things as they are and when you can’t ask for more.

In Faking happiness…

Maybe it’s when you pretend you’re happy, when in fact You’re NOT totally okay.

…I can understand why other people pretend to be happy. It’s just that maybe, they don’t want to bother those people around them. or that they don’t want to let others see them sad or maybe, They just don’t want to be pitied.

I mean, man! It’s not easy faking.

So why freaking pretend to be happy if not for the sake of other people?…

…And “Ate dAe, what if real happiness doesn’t really exist?”

…That I’m not really sure honey, Maybe it does happen when people can’t appreciate the things they already have. or when they have lost somethng very precious to them that they lose their so-called “happiness”. and we can’t balme them for that.

… I guess that real happiness does exist though. It’s just that we don’t appreciate it by now. Because we’re all too busy looking out for it. But If we could just look right inside our hearts and learn how to appreciate the things that God has already gave us or blessed us with. We might find the things that we have been looking for. =)

…And for added fun..

here are 10 lovely tips on how to be happier…

+ credits to : my brother.. [found this on his file..dunno where he got this though..]

1. Don’t start with profundities.
When I began my Happiness Project, I realized pretty quickly that, rather than jumping in with lengthy daily meditation or answering deep questions of self-identity, I should start with the basics, like going to sleep at a decent hour and not letting myself get too hungry. Science backs this up; these two factors have a big impact on happiness. Learn how to Get a Good Night’s Sleep.

2. Do let the sun go down on anger.
I had always scrupulously aired every irritation as soon as possible, to make sure I vented all bad feelings before bedtime. Studies show, however, that the notion of anger catharsis is poppycock. Expressing anger related to minor, fleeting annoyances just amplifies bad feelings, while not expressing anger often allows it to dissipate.

3. Fake it till you feel it.
Feelings follow actions. If I’m feeling low, I deliberately act cheery, and I find myself actually feeling happier. If I’m feeling angry at someone, I do something thoughtful for her and my feelings toward her soften. This strategy is uncannily effective.

4. Realize that anything worth doing is worth doing badly.
Challenge and novelty are key elements of happiness. The brain is stimulated by surprise, and successfully dealing with an unexpected situation gives a powerful sense of satisfaction. People who do new things — learn a game, travel to unfamiliar places — are happier than people who stick to familiar activities that they already do well. I often remind myself to “Enjoy the fun of failure” and tackle some daunting goal.

5. Don’t treat the blues with a “treat.”
Often the things I choose as “treats” aren’t good for me. The pleasure lasts a minute, but then feelings of guilt and loss of control and other negative consequences deepen the lousiness of the day. While it’s easy to think, I’ll feel good after I have a few glasses of wine…a pint of ice cream…a cigarette…a new pair of jeans, it’s worth pausing to ask whether this will truly make things better.

6. Buy some happiness.
Our basic psychological needs include feeling loved, secure, and good at what we do and having a sense of control. Money doesn’t automatically fill these requirements, but it sure can help. I’ve learned to look for ways to spend money to stay in closer contact with my family and friends; to promote my health; to work more efficiently; to eliminate sources of irritation and marital conflict; to support important causes; and to have enlarging experiences.

7. Don’t insist on the best.
There are two types of decision makers. Satisficers (yes, satisficers) make a decision once their criteria are met. When they find the hotel or the pasta sauce that has the qualities they want, they’re satisfied. Maximizers want to make the best possible decision. Even if they see a bicycle or a backpack that meets their requirements, they can’t make a decision until they’ve examined every option. Satisficers tend to be happier than maximizers. Maximizers expend more time and energy reaching decisions, and they’re often anxious about their choices. Sometimes good enough is good enough.

8. Exercise to boost energy.
I knew, intellectually, that this worked, but how often have I told myself, “I’m just too tired to go to the gym”? Exercise is one of the most dependable mood-boosters. Even a 10-minute walk can brighten my outlook.
9. Stop nagging.
I knew my nagging wasn’t working particularly well, but I figured that if I stopped, my husband would never do a thing around the house. Wrong. If anything, more work got done. Plus, I got a surprisingly big happiness boost from quitting nagging. I hadn’t realized how shrewish and angry I had felt as a result of speaking like that. I replaced nagging with the following persuasive tools: wordless hints (for example, leaving a new lightbulb on the counter); using just one word (saying “Milk!” instead of talking on and on); not insisting that something be done on my schedule; and, most effective of all, doing a task myself. Why did I get to set the assignments?

10. Take action.
Some people assume happiness is mostly a matter of inborn temperament: You’re born an Eeyore or a Tigger, and that’s that. Although it’s true that genetics play a big role, about 40 percent of your happiness level is within your control. Taking time to reflect, and conscious steps to make your life happier, really does work. So use these tips to start your own Happiness Project. I promise it won’t take you a whole year.

-Thank’s!..[These stuffs might come in handy..=)]

The message that made think...

PSEUDO~RELATIONSHIP

- Parang kayo pero hindi.. No commitments involved, you’re UNCERTAIN on your role to his/her life..

- You can’t expect him/her to be always there for you..

- You can’t demand, you can’t be jealous..

- “There is no “US”…meron lang “YOU AND ME”…”

- You can’t be sure of his/her feelings for you…

- And this will make you wonder where you are in the relationship…

OR…

…If there is a relationship at all.

But why do others still settle for this kind of relationship??

For FUN?
Kilig feeling??
..para lang may kasama habang wala pa ang “REAL THING”??

MAYBE…

but what if one gets cold?.. then that’s the END of EVERYTHING.

The relationship may not be TRUE but the PAIN is REAL…

You will be miserable, Hoping to bring back what you used to have…

dahil “PARANG KAYO PERO HINDI”…kaya hanggang dun na lang..

> POWER RELATIONSHIP

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AND YEAH! TAPOS NA NGA ANG POWER RELATIONSHIP..

sana madami akong natutunan..

**peace..**i’ll be back for this….
..and im back!.

about this Pseudo-relationship thingy..

it’s like so last season..

I could probably say that now because it’s over..

and that for sometime now, I can’t really think of a reason why I’d been to this kind of thing. I mean, yeah..mahirap nga nman yung ganitong kind of relationship.. and one of my favorite part is yung “..”There is no “US”…meron lang “YOU AND ME”.. which is always the main topic namin ng mga friends kuh during those times na I suppose I was still “IN” this kind of situation. I mean, yeah men!..there’s really no “US”, it’s just “YOU” and “ME”.. and yun ung isa sa pinaka masakit sa lahat.. na parang ang labas eh..you’re just a cover up..habang wala pa ang sinasabi nilang “THE REAL THING”.. And syempre..mas mahirap din pag ang isa sa inyo eh nahulog na sa ganitong type ng relationship.. na mahalin na nya yung isa..while the other person is just playing pa din.. meron din namang instance na parehong nandyan na yung ” real thing” pero they still settle for this kind of relationship “FOR FUN”.. ewan ba.. as for my experience kasi.. I suppose I “had” that so-called “REAL THING”..but I still managed to have this kind of relationship with one of my closest friend in College.. tama ba yun?? “PSEUDO-RELATIONSHIP” talaga noh??kasi naman..basta medyo mahirap syang i-explain in detail.. but in this kind of relationship kasi.. these two person might find theirselves havin’ fun hanging out with their supposed to be “someone special”..pero wla talagang commitment..kung baga..”no strings attached”..ayun..so wala ka talagang pananagutan if ever.. di ka pwede magselos dahil “hindi naman kayo”..but, you can watch movies together, go to malls and hang-out,dine-out, play games together, go to places together, go home together, sleep on each others shoulder, sweet effect, call names.. aun.. hold hands (Oooopps…accepted pa ba itoh??)..

haha..those last few comments are waay not accepted ah..sana naging kayo nalang kasi di ba?? for all we know eh malamang you’re already exchanging sweet notings nadin naman, na magsisimula sa simple sweet quotes na may excuse na naka group message sya, then after nyo mag “date”.. na may excuse pang “friendly date” yun..(Girl.. FYI.. Im SO NOT born yesterday..) that “friendly” date is STILL a date!..okay?..eh mag papalitan na ulit kayo ng messages na parang hindi kayo magkasama a while ago.. right?? Sinong nakakarelate?? (raise your voice..hahaha).. ang cheesy ng mga pinag gagawa nyo.. but either way, kung hindi chessy ang ma inlove eh panu pa kea xa mag wowork??.. Im really wonderin’ If may Love story na hindi mo masasabing Chessy..katulad nalang nung kanina na narining namin ng mga friends kuh habang nakatambay.. may dumaan kasi na motor with two boys and a girl in the middle na pinagtawanan pa namin dahil according to my “crazy” friends eh.. natuhog daw si ate…hahaha.. with matching lines pa nila na…

girl(si ateng natuhog daw): “mahalaga ba ako sa’yo??”

boy (si kuyang ngddrive ng motor): “kung hindi ka mahalaga eh di…..**bitin”..

then pag lampas nila eh..pinag fiestahan na namin ang mga lines na narinig namin..”mahalaga ba ako sa’yo?”..chessy pero okay sana yung tanong na yun kung in love ka na at hindi ka sure kung ano ka talaga sa taong minahal mo na..applicable xa sa pseudo-relationship noh?..ang galing tlga.. akalain mo?? naku talaga.. I can’t really think of anything na ikagaganda ng relationship na ito.. In a way kasi..masaya sya dahil hindi ka commited sa taong kasama mo while at the same time eh..you’re having the time of your life.. no strings attached.. nagiging masama lang sya pag natutunan mo ng mahalin yung taong kasama mo.. at dun nag sstart yung pagiging unhealthy ng ganitong klase ng relationship.. talo pag pareho kayong torpe.. yun bang sweet-sweetan padin kayo..exchanges ng “I LOVE YOU” thru text..eventhough you don’t really mean that…sabay pa kayo papasok, may sarili pa akyong schedule ng lakad nyo, dress code, you call them up when you miss them, at bonggang palitan ng ka-sweetan sa text as if you really mean what you say to that person…haix..

ano na nga ba ang mangyayari sa ganitong klase ng samahan?..nagiging sobrang unhealthy sa friendship..lalo na kung friends kayo at first di ba?.. naku guys..

guys, All I know is that LOVE is a kind of thing that you should’nt play with.. mahirap pag nahulog ka..at hindi ka sure kung may sasalo sa’yo .. kasi hindi naman talaga sya totoong relationship di ba?..based from my experience..hindi xa masyadong maganda..but you’ll learn by the process naman, mahirap ng magsalita eh.. nahirapan akuh dito at medyo naloka..but still, I LEARNED..yun naman yung mahalaga di ba?..WE LEARN FROM OUR PAST EXPERIENCE.. para in the future..we become better persons.. sana lang talaga we learn something new.. kasi some people just go through these experiences without Learning from their mistakes and they tend to repeat the same thing all over again..and with that, they tend to hurt themselves more..and ang masama pa dun..hindi sila nag ggrow as a better individual…so.. mahirap talaga sya.. kaya naman.. tigilan na ang pagiging masyadong torpe and say how you feel to that special person, para malaman mo na kung dapat pa bang ituloy or tama na.. kasi for all I know, We all deserve to be happy with someone who deserves our time and effort..and LOVE nadin syempre.. ayun.. kaya stay happy guys.. pag basted..eh di Move on na lang..wla ka naman magagawa kung ayaw sa’yo nung tao di ba?.. oo masakit, pero ganun talaga ang buhay… at kaya nga nandyan ang mga tunay na friendships.. believe me or not, kaya sila binigay ni God satin eh may purpose yang mga yan.. kahit gaano pa sila kabaliw at kakaiba..still, sila padin ang makakatulong satin para makapag move on.. bukod sa sila makakasama mo sa pag iinom.. eh patatawanin ka ng mga yan kahit sobrang corny sila at feeling mo eh hindi sila makakatulong at mas pipiliin mo pang magkulong sa room muh at mag fetal positon sa pinaka corner ng room mo..

True friends will stick with you no matter how hard you drag them away from you…

mahal ka ng mga yan.. yun ang natutunan kuh..masaya madaming friends..but make sure meron jan na pupulutin ka in your worst..and im just so proud dahil meron akuh nyan..madami.. ang saya.. kaya tigilan na ang pseudo-relationship okay?? hang out with friends wag yung “friends with benefits”..gaga!..hahaha…kidding.. basta.. friendship is the best policy talaga… kung mahal mo isang tao..sabihin mo na..wag kang pa keme pa ever..di na yan uso..dahil in the end ikaw din kasi mahihirapan eh.. kaya go lang..keri yan.. pag di ka trip..move on ulit..cycle lng yan eh.. until you find someone who truly deserves you..

sabi nga dun sa isang fave blog kuh…

“you don’t look for love. you wait for it. and shit happens over and over again until the universe decides that you finally learned your lesson”..

:)

If the Feeling is gone...haha...yay!!

If the feeling is gone
Please don't pretend that you still love me
I can see it in your eyes
And it hurts to admit it
I can tell that the feeling is gone
All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you know
If the feeling is gone
There's a sadness in your smile
Though I try to conceal it
I can tell that the feeling is gone
All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you go
If the feeling is gone
All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you go
I just have to let you go
I just have to let you go
If the feeling is gone....
Stay...

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wula lang..pampahaba ng Blogisode na itoh yang song Lyrics..

mejo masaya na akuh ngaun and i can say that im improving...nyahahaha...

una:

ngayong araw na ito ay natupad ang isa sa matagal ko ng pangarap.. to finally ma- angkas kay Maverick ung special person kuh..haha..(ayan n nman akuh)

and yeah nagawa kuh na xa kanina...BEAT THAT! haha..kaya lang..kanina kuh lng din narealize na its too late..wala na talaga akong nararamdaman para sa kanya..which is a good thing..na ibig sabihin eh..im free!!! yay for me!! ang tagal kuh nadin naisip un na wala na talaga akong nffeel.. medjo nahihirapan lang akuh i convince ang sarili kuh na totoo un at pati nadin ang mga College friends kuh dahil ayaw talaga nilang maniwala na hindi kuh na xa mhal...bwahahaha..kala nyu guys ah!!hahaha...

pangalawa:

para naman dun sa taong reason para sa aking scandalous na bulletin na talaga namang bumenta eh..ayan..sana nga kung wala na akuh para sau at kung hindi muh naman me na mimish eh..shit ka!!hahaha juk..wala naman akong magagawa kung d m talaga akuh 3p db??stupid lang talaga akuh...as in..stupid talaga..

nga pla..ngtxt n xa..at mejo okay n akuh dun kahit nung nreplyan kuh xa eh niaway kuh pa xa..gnun nman tlga akuh eh..db??pxnxa nman..bwahahaha...

ang mga realizations sa buhay..talaga naman...

Thank's for this Lovely day..kahit na hindi kuh na ulit pwede i-drive si Maverick dahil wala pa akong Driver's License..eh naging masaya naman akuh dahil nga dun..at xmpre..dahil nakasama kuh ang best kuh at c Still knina at nakapag share kmi ng mga thoughts namin sa life and in a way natulungan nila akuh sa problem kuh..na aminin kuh na daw na na-fall na akuh dun sa taong un..ewan kuh sa kanya..at ewan kuh din sa dalawang un..mga adik! kaya mahal kuh sila eh..sobra!! subrang thankful akuh kay Lord at binigyan nya akuh ng mga baliw na friends na magpapasaya sakin kahit na may mga times na mejo Lonely..aun..masaya padin kaming 3!! at magttrabaho na kami para magka hamey at matuloy na kami sa mga laboy namin sa buhay..

and about falling for that someone..ewan kuh..d ako sure..sabi kuh daw dati accdg kna still at best q nag iinarte pa daw akuh..pero ang totoo..nahulog n nga yta tlaga akuh nun..kea lng ngaun..mejo okay na akuh at katulad nga ng sinabi kuh sa kanila kanina..nadala lang akuh sa biglaang bugso ng emosyon kuh, happy moments namin together, which is turned to my bittersweet memories with him na sana eh hanggang dun na lang tlga to prevent myself from falling. na nabigla lang akuh talaga kea nsabi kong na fall na nga akuh..at ngaun eh nandito akuh sa state na pag convince sa sarili kuh na hindi un totoo at hindi kuh talaga xa gusto..sana naman maniwala akuh..at sana makayanan kuh toh..i know i'll get through..nakisabay lang akuh sa pagbuhos ng ulan..dahil hindi kami pwede...hindi talaga...excuse me...naku..adik talaga akuh..sana..

haix..auko na maulit ung dati..pero unconsciously eh nauuulit kuh lng ung dati kong ginagawa..sana this time maiba naman.. sna maging sila na nung gurl na gusto nya kamo..at sana talaga maging sila na para hindi na kami lalo pwde at para nadin tigilan na nya akuh..para mawalan na ng chance na umalis kami ulit at para everybody happy!!

haix...sana naman ligawan nya na yun ng seryoso para sagutin n sya at tigilan na akuh..haix..

at uu nga pala..tumatanggap na akuh ngaun ng mga bagong suitors...weeeetttt....sabi kuh bago..kea dun sa nagbabalak bumalik..ewan kuh sau..MOVE ON!!..hahaha..pero kung makulit ka talaga..goodluck!kaya muh yan..malay muh marealize kong mahal pala kita..eh di nice...hahaha..

=)

IM NOT A PRINCESS!!

WHITE HORSE LYRICS
-TAYLOR SWIFT:

So you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
And I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
And days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus]
I'm not a princes, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one to sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your White Horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know


[Chorus]
I'm not a princes, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one to sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Here you are your sitting there
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm sooo sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone somewhere who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappears now
Now its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now






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Reflection:



And yeah..im absolutely not a Princess and will never be..

NAH..

Just a song stuck in my head..

maybe because of a new heart break..

haha..and yeah it's a new failed story..the way i wanted it to be..

and yeah i don't want to talk about it but im left with nothing to do but to write about it..

what a stupid person i really am!!..

i shouldn't have felt this way.. i know that.. and im fully aware of the consequences
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but im just so stupid I didn't even cared about what i would feel.. and at the end of it.. here i am again..being the sore loser that i am..depressed and lost with nothing left for myself....I just can't believe that it'll end up this soon.. i thought I'd be happy at last...but then again...im not...

i'll just wait for the next one....

xiao for now..

i know im not making any sense...

yeah I know..

believe me.. I just know...


-dAe

Eh ano naman??puso ko naman toh??…

What would you do if the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry??

how do you say goodbye to someone who was never yours??

why do you miss someone you were never with??

why do you show your love at someone if you’re not committed to??

why feel lonely? yet everybody is with you??

how long can you wait to hear the word “I Love You”.. when he/she’s waiting too??

how can you deny you’re in love, when it’s already felt and visible to both of you??

so then..

How long will you pretend??when it’s about to end??

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I wasn’t suppose to fall for him..

I didn’t plan it either…

It just came to the point where in..

I just can’t consider him as one of my friends!

….anu daw??no Dae….no way….

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If the heart works over mind..

Its not somethng you should be ashamed of..

Rather …go and tell the world….:

“my heart loves as much as my own mind can’t understand!”

….so??…inamin mo na nga??

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Wanna know the difference between “I love you” and “Love you”??

“I love you” means

“Ikaw lang ang mahal ko”..

and

“love you” means

“mahal kita”

See the difference?

You can say “Love you” to anyone…

but, say “I love you” to only one…

……so does that really mean….hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm….

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an excerpt from mi phone..3p kuh lng ipost here..:

dated: 04-05-09….April 05, 2009 7:19pm……09209517556

“Dae, *** toh, bt d mo q pnapancn knna? Wat gnawa q? “

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dated: 04-05-09….April 05, 2009 7:25pm……09209517556

Dae, wat b gnawa q? Wag kn magalt skn,. P**

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dated: 04-05-09….April 05, 2009 7:58pm …. 09103924766

Dae

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dated: 04-05-09….April 05, 2009 7:59pm …. 09103924766

Dae,? Sori n, anu b gnawa q? Bt d mo q pnapancn knna?

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dated: 04-05-09….April 05, 2009 8:54pm …. 09103924766

Dae?

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dated: 04-05-09….April 05, 2009 9:25pm …. 09103924766

Dae? Sori n, what i do?.. Sori n,

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another excerpt from mi phone it’s kinda sweet kxe…..

;;;;after calling me up.. he texted.. (ginising xe akuh..adik toh!)

Tnx dae.. gudnyt..slip kn ult..swt dwmz..

dated: 03-21-2009 time: 10:50pm.. 09189302480

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aun..i’d love to share..pwo next time nlng ah…

To my fellow Graduates...

'A month or two to go, we’ll leave the school and eventually, move into a broader one life!..

By June, we won’t be one of those kids anymore, who fall in several lines for enrollment..

No more terror professors, Quizzes and term papers, No more Sembreaks, No more hang-outs..

These and many more good things will be cherished and missed..

For what makes schooling memorable is not just the knowledge we gained nut the friendship we Built…

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sa school nagsimulang lahat..

nabuo ang barkadahan at tatag ng samahan, matunog at malutong na halakhakan sa tabi ng kung saan..turuan sa exam at recitation, pero kanya kanyang dahilan pag nagkahulihan..

Kala nyo ba hanggang dyan na lang??

hello??..saksi rin kaya kami sa mga Ligawan nyo…mula pagsulat ng pangalan ng mahal sa besk ng upuan…

Holding hands while walking pag uwian, holding hands sa van at kung saan man..

Hanggang sa iba’t ibang tawagan; hon, bhe, mhine, baby q, mahal q, mhal q, bb, etc at dialog na “WALANG IWANAN!!”…

WAIT..di pa tapos..

haay…mawawala ba naman ang mga sessions sa dorm, rented pool at sa mga bahay pag may nasaktan??

……

I’ll definitely miss this so much guys…

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Buhay 4thyear:

Masaya..

Bonding..

Tambay..

Kwentuhan..

Kulitan..

Tawanan..

Magkakadevelopan..

kopyahan sa test/exam..

syempre..ang pinakahihintay..

ang pagmamartsa ng sabay sabay…

Akyat sa stage..

hawak ang diploma..

saya di ba??

Pero darating din sa point na malungkot..

iyakan..

yakapan..

sabay sabing…

ge ge mga tols/friendships/tropa/dabarkads….

paalam na sa inyo…

SALAMAT!!…

Sa lahat ng saya, lungkot, hirap, problema..

magkakahiwalay man tayo..lagi naman kayong nandito sa puso ko..kasama ng mga alaalang nakatatak na dito..

Congratz batch ‘08-’09!!!

mga parE…ITAAS NYO!!!

things that sometimes bothers my mind…

“Let go of the things that can no longer be fixed.. If you force to try to put them back, Things will only get worse..but sometimes, moving on makes you even tougher..”

…Thank’s!! and im pretty sure I did moved on…

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“Waiting is the most important thing that we can do for the one we love…

but it proves me one thing…

as it goes..

it can also…

change our mind.. “

…and yeah it did!!

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The worst feeling is not being lonely,

It’s knowing you’ll never be remembered

by the person you’ll never ever forget…

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Just a thought…

“If you want to know where your heart is…

…Look where your mind goes when it wanders..”

may point naman di ba??haha..

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etoh pah…

“Stupid flirtings and infatuations may lead to a major disaster…

..because somewhere between these stupid jokes, falling in love becomes true..”

…badtrip…hmmpf!

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“It’s nice to recall our mistakes in the past..

Joke about real punch lines..

and laugh about our dumb old selves..

’cause remembering how stupid we we’re

makes us realize..

How less stupid we are now… ..”

..reminiscing my old times…very nostalgic..

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I don’t really believe in the word:

“REGRET”

I just do stand with the phrase:

“I messed up, but I learned..”

…okay yun ah..indeniably true!!

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…give me time to edit..just have to post everything up…

Nice Thought..

When a man and a woman have feelings for each other, it does not necessarily need to have a formal relationship as a boyfriend and girlfriend…

…While both of you are still busy with your personal life it’s possible that you could make each other as an inspiration..

….NO COMMITMENT…just a ROMANTIC BOND..isn’t it much sweeter and nicer when you both accomplished everything that you want in life and yet, you still end up TOGETHER…

…and yeah that wuz sweet..sana lang hindi masyado mahirap gawin yun…

just a liner…

“If you can fake sincerity…

…..You can fake pretty much anything”…

…

…I definitely agree with this one..many people tend to care for you at times..and as perfect as they could act..they could make you believe that they really care.. but the truth is … they don’t… I hate it when somebody makes me feel like Im someone special for them..but in fact they don’t really care and that they they don’t really tend to take care of you..they act like they do because they want you to be by their side..waaahhhh…

..I JUST DON’T GET THEM….REALLY!!!

No such thing…

It’s a lie to say you’ve let go of the past….

….NOBODY, let’s go of memories…

each tear is unforgettable memory…

each smile is an undeniable mark..

each heartbreak is an unerasable scar.

cause really..

THERE’S NO SUCH THING AS FORGETTING…

…ONLY ACCEPTANCE.

:’c

somethings to ponder on...

“It’s never nice to forget things you are supposed to remember…

…..but it feels worse when you remember things you are supposed to forget”….

..may point….and yeah…sometimes may mga ganito talagang pagkakataon…and its quite inevitable talaga for things to happen..na out of the blue may bigla ka nlng maaalala na mga bagay na hindi muh na dapat iniisip..malas lang tlga minsan pagpinaglalaruan ka ng tadhana..masakit, mahirap, at sobrang sakit sa utak…unexplainable ung type ng pain pag may flashback pang kasama mas juicy sa memory..at swak sa hapdi ng puso…ewan kuh ba…ganito yta tlga mag isip ang isang taong hindi na kayang maging masaya dahil napako na sya sa isang pag-ibig na wala ng kahihinatnan o patutunguhan..

tanong ko lang…

“when will I ever learn?”

N o such thing...

It’s a lie to say you’ve let go of the past….

….NOBODY, let’s go of memories…

each tear is unforgettable memory…

each smile is an undeniable mark..

each heartbreak is an unerasable scar.

cause really..

THERE’S NO SUCH THING AS FORGETTING…

…ONLY ACCEPTANCE.

:’c

awts! adopted from my wordpress blog.

at gaano ba tlga kabigat na kasalanan ang mahalin ka??
nkkasar din minsan kung iisipin ko na mas okay akong magbigay ng advice sa mga kaibigan ko tungkol sa mga ganitong usapang puso..pero bakit nman pagdating sa akin..wala..talo na nman..

kailan ko ba kasi matututunang tanggapin sa sarili ko na kahit kailan ay hindi na ako pwedeng maging masaya na ikaw ang kasama..hindi ko parin maintindihan kung bakit hanggang ngayon apektado parin ako pagdating sayo??tao ka ba talaga?hanggang kailan mo pa ba ako balak saktan??

oo, alam ko..hindi mo nman sinasadya diba??malay mo ba??pero..**tinginingining** na yan..gaano ba ka kapal ang balat mo at hindi mo maramdaman??
ano na ba talaga ako para sa’yo??pinipilit kong maging okay pero hindi pa pala tapos ang kalbaryo ko..walanjo naman talaga oo..

kani-kanina lang nag-iisip ako..kung gaano kasaya ang walang iniisip na problema sa puso..sabi ko..mas okay na siguro yung ganito..yung walang laman yung puso ko..yung tipong pagtinanong ako sino mahal ko..petix akong sasagot nang “wala eh..si God ang nasa sentro ng puso ko..” which is actually a fact at given na yun..na parang tatanungin kung inlove ako at the moment..kampante akong sasagot nang..”wala talaga eh..”..

hahaix..kelan ko ba makakamit ang kalayaang magmahal ulit nang hindi ka na papasok sa isip ko??hanggang kailan ako magkakaganito??at hanggang kailan ko pa kaya paparusahan ang sarili ko sa mga pinag gagawa ko ngayon??puteek naman talaga oo..walanjo..kung pwede lang sabihin talaga na ayoko na at totohanin yun..eh matagal ko na sanang ginawa..nakakaloka nadin naman kasi..na yung mga bagay na sinasabi ko mismo sa ibang tao eh hindi ko mai-apply sa sarili kong sitwasyon..ayos din eh noh??adik nga talaga ako..ADIK!

masamang i-compare yung sarili sa iba..oo, alam na alam ko yan..at sobrang ayoko nyan eh..pero kanina lang..napag isip talaga ako ng matindi at naluha pa nung ma-realize ko na unti-unti ko na palang ikinukumpara ang sarili ko sa taong dati mong mahal..na bakit at paano mo sya nagustuhan??na kung ano ba ang meron sya na wla ako at hindi mo makita sa akin..wala na..adik talaga ako..na kung tutuusin eh kaibigan ko din yung taong un..haix..bakit ba kasi hindi mo ako magawang magustuhan manlang??nalilito na naman ako??bata ka pa lang ba talaga masyado para mag -isip na hindi pa tamang panahon para magmahal ka??o bading ka ba talaga katulad ng nararamdaman naming lahat??handa akong maghintay kung yun lang ang idadahilan mo sa akin..pero sana..wag mo naman akong gawing tanga..nasasaktan din ako..at kung sakaling alam mo na kung ano talaga nararamdaman ko para sa'yo..sabihin mo nalang side mo..wag yung ganito tayo..ayos??walanjo ka talaga oo..anu ba itong nangyayri sa akin ngayon at natuto akong mag blog ng tagalog..ang saya pala nito...

basta hindi ko na talaga alam pa..kakalimutan nalang kita para mas masaya di ba??ang tapang ko talaga kung iisipin na ang lakas ng loob kong maglagay ng picture at i-publish sa halos lahat ng blog ko itong entry na itoh..ano??proud??pero hindi ko na babanggitin name muh..dahil sobrang given na yun.. ayos diba??may isang adik na magmamahal sayo ng buong ka-adikan..nice talaga!!

tagay na!!