go to Church and give thank's to the best Daddy in the Whole World!!Lord God!!♥
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Saturday, June 11, 2011
What's the most exciting thing that happened to you today?
Nothing really, my life is just plain Boring.
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Friday, April 1, 2011
Monday, March 21, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
yunho is also yummy. hey kita kita nman tayo ngaung summer?
I know!! ahahaha..sure thing!! saan tayo??
Friday, March 4, 2011
022411
Masaya ako pag kasama ka.
Sobra!
Siguro medyo bias lang kasi may history ako ng feelings for you..
Nakakainis lang talaga minsan kasi nagiging keso masyado pag emosyon na ng tao ang pinag-uusapan ne?
Ewan ko ba, ang alam ko lang kasi eh malinaw na sakin na okay na ako. kumbaga nakapag move on na ako sa yo. tapos na ang pagiging queen of unrequited love ko. for the last six years na pala akong nag aadik. and as I've said, You're my favorite drug. Badtrip noh? at ang galing din talaga minsan kasi sa sobrang ka-sweetan ko sa'yo eh parang ewan lang kung dama mo ba o ano na?. at kung iisipin mo nga naman yung logic kung paano minsan na i-in love ang mag bestfriend na opposite gender. Minsan kasi nagkakahulugan sila ng loob dahil sa sobrang attention and kindness na nakukuha nila dun sa isa. and I find it really cool.(kasi in our case tayo hindi eh.. ako lang pala.) And as for me, kasi Mag- ten years na tayong magkaibigan pero ako padin to. wala padin. siguro nga hindi mo lang talaga ako nakikita. mahirap lang dun kasi yung mata ko ikaw lang nakikita, yung kahit tipong pumikit na ako ikaw padin talaga.ang tindi eh.. sad. pero to talk about moving on...I was just wondering kung talaga bang nakapag move on na ako before or joke lang?.. hmm.. I'm having doubts now. ayoko din kasi isisi sa kahit kanino or kahit ano kung paano or kung bakit?. kasi ako na lang mismo hindi ko padin na iintindihan eh. and to think na I'm trying to be a rational being. aish~ ang gulo-gulo ko talaga. (proves me na si dae nga talaga ako.LOL) pero siguro if there's someone to blame eh it has to be me di ba?. to think na it wasn't my decision nor my choice to like the guy..Ah ewan!...magulo. ang sakit sa ulo. well, wala naman sigurong malinaw na usapan when it comes to loving someone. lalo na ngayon, na unti-unti mo na namang ginugulo ang emosyon ko na medyo matagal ko din pinilit ayusin.
I believed at the thought na hindi na kita love (love daw oh?) nakakainis lang kasi hanggang ngayon eh baliw-baliwan padin ang favorite game ko. lately eh pinapangiti na naman ako ni lord. badtrip lang kasi ikaw na naman yung reason behind that smile. kainis.
Ang life ko talaga... Sooo Ironic. I admit. oo, Ikaw nga yung taong hiniling ko kay lord noon. sabi ko, "papa god, sya lang talaga masaya na ako." (and yeah I was young and stupid back then) Though I subconsciously forgotten kung kelan ko yan nasabi. But I'm certain na nasabi ko talaga yan sa mga bonding moments namin ni papa god. nakakatawa din kasi na realize ko na I was a stupid young girl. napagdaanan ko pala talaga yun.And it's not that I regret feeling this way for you. but, yeah I do now... LOL..Eh kasi naman noh, Back then I didn't know that love would hurt like hell. Nobody warned me about the dangers of falling in love. wala din naman mechanics nung una. Badtrip at totoo talagang experience is the best teacher ne?.. at sana nag teacher na lang talaga ako.. LOL..pero ganun talaga eh.. "That's life!" I guess I'm feeling a lot better now after a day or so sa pagmumukmok at pag-iyak. naalala ko tuloy bigla. HEY! It's still me. ako parin nga pala si dA3. and I'm one tough cookie. kaya kaya ko ito!! at ano pang naging ako si dAe kung hindi ko it kakayanin di ba? Well, yeah magaling nga din talaga ako mang fake. kasama naman din yun sa buhay ng tao eh. hindi naman pwedeng palagi ka na lang masaya though sakin nadin nanggaling yung "happiness is a choice." minsan nga lang talaga no choice ka.. badtrip!. pero that's life for yah!.. we all have to move on! and learn how to let go and accept things in life. live life as it is. because tomorrow is another day! so fight lang! and stay strong. palagi naman nandyan si Lord to back us up. at hindi nya tayo iiwan no matter what. kahit gaano kasakit at kahirap ang pinag dadaanan mo.
remember: "ngiti lang, aayos din yan." sa ayaw at sa gusto mo. kasi nga everything happens for a reason!. and yet hindi tayo bibigyan ni Lord ng pag subok na alam nya na hindi natin kakayanin.. mas may tiwala sya sayo pag mas mabigat ang problema mo at lagi mo din iisipin na alam nya kasi na kaya mo yan. kaya kapit lang mahigpit. hindi ba mas na ffeel natin ang essence of life pag may konting spice?.. mas enjoy nga kasi mag ganun. :) so smile lang :)
Sobra!
Siguro medyo bias lang kasi may history ako ng feelings for you..
Nakakainis lang talaga minsan kasi nagiging keso masyado pag emosyon na ng tao ang pinag-uusapan ne?
Ewan ko ba, ang alam ko lang kasi eh malinaw na sakin na okay na ako. kumbaga nakapag move on na ako sa yo. tapos na ang pagiging queen of unrequited love ko. for the last six years na pala akong nag aadik. and as I've said, You're my favorite drug. Badtrip noh? at ang galing din talaga minsan kasi sa sobrang ka-sweetan ko sa'yo eh parang ewan lang kung dama mo ba o ano na?. at kung iisipin mo nga naman yung logic kung paano minsan na i-in love ang mag bestfriend na opposite gender. Minsan kasi nagkakahulugan sila ng loob dahil sa sobrang attention and kindness na nakukuha nila dun sa isa. and I find it really cool.(kasi in our case tayo hindi eh.. ako lang pala.) And as for me, kasi Mag- ten years na tayong magkaibigan pero ako padin to. wala padin. siguro nga hindi mo lang talaga ako nakikita. mahirap lang dun kasi yung mata ko ikaw lang nakikita, yung kahit tipong pumikit na ako ikaw padin talaga.ang tindi eh.. sad. pero to talk about moving on...I was just wondering kung talaga bang nakapag move on na ako before or joke lang?.. hmm.. I'm having doubts now. ayoko din kasi isisi sa kahit kanino or kahit ano kung paano or kung bakit?. kasi ako na lang mismo hindi ko padin na iintindihan eh. and to think na I'm trying to be a rational being. aish~ ang gulo-gulo ko talaga. (proves me na si dae nga talaga ako.LOL) pero siguro if there's someone to blame eh it has to be me di ba?. to think na it wasn't my decision nor my choice to like the guy..Ah ewan!...magulo. ang sakit sa ulo. well, wala naman sigurong malinaw na usapan when it comes to loving someone. lalo na ngayon, na unti-unti mo na namang ginugulo ang emosyon ko na medyo matagal ko din pinilit ayusin.
I believed at the thought na hindi na kita love (love daw oh?) nakakainis lang kasi hanggang ngayon eh baliw-baliwan padin ang favorite game ko. lately eh pinapangiti na naman ako ni lord. badtrip lang kasi ikaw na naman yung reason behind that smile. kainis.
Ang life ko talaga... Sooo Ironic. I admit. oo, Ikaw nga yung taong hiniling ko kay lord noon. sabi ko, "papa god, sya lang talaga masaya na ako." (and yeah I was young and stupid back then) Though I subconsciously forgotten kung kelan ko yan nasabi. But I'm certain na nasabi ko talaga yan sa mga bonding moments namin ni papa god. nakakatawa din kasi na realize ko na I was a stupid young girl. napagdaanan ko pala talaga yun.And it's not that I regret feeling this way for you. but, yeah I do now... LOL..Eh kasi naman noh, Back then I didn't know that love would hurt like hell. Nobody warned me about the dangers of falling in love. wala din naman mechanics nung una. Badtrip at totoo talagang experience is the best teacher ne?.. at sana nag teacher na lang talaga ako.. LOL..pero ganun talaga eh.. "That's life!" I guess I'm feeling a lot better now after a day or so sa pagmumukmok at pag-iyak. naalala ko tuloy bigla. HEY! It's still me. ako parin nga pala si dA3. and I'm one tough cookie. kaya kaya ko ito!! at ano pang naging ako si dAe kung hindi ko it kakayanin di ba? Well, yeah magaling nga din talaga ako mang fake. kasama naman din yun sa buhay ng tao eh. hindi naman pwedeng palagi ka na lang masaya though sakin nadin nanggaling yung "happiness is a choice." minsan nga lang talaga no choice ka.. badtrip!. pero that's life for yah!.. we all have to move on! and learn how to let go and accept things in life. live life as it is. because tomorrow is another day! so fight lang! and stay strong. palagi naman nandyan si Lord to back us up. at hindi nya tayo iiwan no matter what. kahit gaano kasakit at kahirap ang pinag dadaanan mo.
remember: "ngiti lang, aayos din yan." sa ayaw at sa gusto mo. kasi nga everything happens for a reason!. and yet hindi tayo bibigyan ni Lord ng pag subok na alam nya na hindi natin kakayanin.. mas may tiwala sya sayo pag mas mabigat ang problema mo at lagi mo din iisipin na alam nya kasi na kaya mo yan. kaya kapit lang mahigpit. hindi ba mas na ffeel natin ang essence of life pag may konting spice?.. mas enjoy nga kasi mag ganun. :) so smile lang :)
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
If your gonna cosplay which anime character will you potray and why?
I'd like to do Enma Ai :) i love her character and Misa of deathnote too or Chii of chobits
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Birthday Blues dated today! 011911
It's freezing cold today!..
and Well, yeah! today is indeed my 23rd birthday. and If there is such a thing as birthday blues.. well, you got it right! I'm definitely having one right now.
Honestly, I don't know what's gotten into me. I kinda feel empty inside, It feels lonely for some reasons I don't exactly know.
Probable reasons maybe are as follows:
1. I'm back on having my bum life :'(
- Being unproductive on my birthday is no fun. (no allowance. boooo!) not to be able to see my hospital inspiration. the staff.. Sir RYTZ♥..
2. I'm on the low. :'(
- No income, no allowance, no nothing.. for short.. TELO.
3. My closest friends/GURLFRIENDS are away.
- Stephie's on her work at Manila, Bhie Anne's no where near me, and Joey's somewhere we all don't know.. (they are my greatest happiness ever!).
4. I got nothing to do. boooo!!!
5. ... this ones not a big deal for me, but I guess it also has some huge effect at the moment.
~~> TELO on my ♥line.
In layman's term: "Zero Love Life."
Not even a single inspiration.aish...
well, excluding my k-world/j-world and anime world addiction that is.. I don't have any..
I want to be happy!!I need cash!! LOL.. and fast! ahahahaha.. I need my friends... please..
It feels like I really wanna break away.
though It's just a bit weird, coz. I had this same feeling before the result of NLE was released.
Well, I don't want to put too much hope to it. coz I really hate disappointments. so I'll just wait if ever something good will come.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
Otanjoubi omedettou!
Saengil Chuk ha hamnida!!!!
Maligayang kaarawan dae♥
PEACE, LOVE, HAPPINESS AND SUCCESS TO ALL!!!♥
and Well, yeah! today is indeed my 23rd birthday. and If there is such a thing as birthday blues.. well, you got it right! I'm definitely having one right now.
Honestly, I don't know what's gotten into me. I kinda feel empty inside, It feels lonely for some reasons I don't exactly know.
Probable reasons maybe are as follows:
1. I'm back on having my bum life :'(
- Being unproductive on my birthday is no fun. (no allowance. boooo!) not to be able to see my hospital inspiration. the staff.. Sir RYTZ♥..
2. I'm on the low. :'(
- No income, no allowance, no nothing.. for short.. TELO.
3. My closest friends/GURLFRIENDS are away.
- Stephie's on her work at Manila, Bhie Anne's no where near me, and Joey's somewhere we all don't know.. (they are my greatest happiness ever!).
4. I got nothing to do. boooo!!!
5. ... this ones not a big deal for me, but I guess it also has some huge effect at the moment.
~~> TELO on my ♥line.
In layman's term: "Zero Love Life."
Not even a single inspiration.aish...
well, excluding my k-world/j-world and anime world addiction that is.. I don't have any..
I want to be happy!!I need cash!! LOL.. and fast! ahahahaha.. I need my friends... please..
It feels like I really wanna break away.
though It's just a bit weird, coz. I had this same feeling before the result of NLE was released.
Well, I don't want to put too much hope to it. coz I really hate disappointments. so I'll just wait if ever something good will come.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
Otanjoubi omedettou!
Saengil Chuk ha hamnida!!!!
Maligayang kaarawan dae♥
PEACE, LOVE, HAPPINESS AND SUCCESS TO ALL!!!♥
one great day! dated 010311
My 1st duty for the year 2011.. yay!!
1st time to have my 2-10 duty on the 3rd floor..ALONE... yes.. I've said it right.. I was ALONE for the 1st duty of the year, without my buddy Kenneth..well, Thats life, and life must go on.. so my 2-10 shift went on smoothly, though toxic..had 3 patients that day. one admission na toxic. a medical pt and one pedia.
I learned more that day. left with 3 awesome guys as my seniors. and met up with my college friend Miel. t'was so much fun.
Sir. D was so gorgeous, he's so tall and cute. and did I say cute? he's hot! ahahaha.. and exactly my type!..LOL..
Sir. E was so nice and friendly, and smart and cute too. and another thing.. "ang bango nya!".. super..aish..though I had colds that day.."ang bango padin nya!" and sweet. :)
and Lastly, there was Sir L. he's awesome in so many ways, so gay and nice.. a batch mate from Perpetual.
Well, I had my 1st taste of toxicity at 3rd floor but it was all cool since my seniors are so great!.. and It's also cool when Sir D and I transferred my toxic patient to the 4th floor. and there I was, climbing the stairs with Sir D. talking.. aish.. it was like a dream..then I saw my previous seniors having their duty. Sir Ochie, Sir RL, Ma'am Shai and Sir Rytz♥. I missed them so much! Sir Rytz even asked me if I'm still gonna have my duty that day with them.. but then I said no and that I'm at the 3rd floor now.. It was a bit sad because Iwanna still have my duty there with them. I wanna go back to the 4th floor!!!
I kinda liked the toxicity at 3rd floor, but My ♥ is definitely with sir R.. este sa 4th floor pla ♥
peace and LOVE♥
1st time to have my 2-10 duty on the 3rd floor..ALONE... yes.. I've said it right.. I was ALONE for the 1st duty of the year, without my buddy Kenneth..well, Thats life, and life must go on.. so my 2-10 shift went on smoothly, though toxic..had 3 patients that day. one admission na toxic. a medical pt and one pedia.
I learned more that day. left with 3 awesome guys as my seniors. and met up with my college friend Miel. t'was so much fun.
Sir. D was so gorgeous, he's so tall and cute. and did I say cute? he's hot! ahahaha.. and exactly my type!..LOL..
Sir. E was so nice and friendly, and smart and cute too. and another thing.. "ang bango nya!".. super..aish..though I had colds that day.."ang bango padin nya!" and sweet. :)
and Lastly, there was Sir L. he's awesome in so many ways, so gay and nice.. a batch mate from Perpetual.
Well, I had my 1st taste of toxicity at 3rd floor but it was all cool since my seniors are so great!.. and It's also cool when Sir D and I transferred my toxic patient to the 4th floor. and there I was, climbing the stairs with Sir D. talking.. aish.. it was like a dream..then I saw my previous seniors having their duty. Sir Ochie, Sir RL, Ma'am Shai and Sir Rytz♥. I missed them so much! Sir Rytz even asked me if I'm still gonna have my duty that day with them.. but then I said no and that I'm at the 3rd floor now.. It was a bit sad because Iwanna still have my duty there with them. I wanna go back to the 4th floor!!!
I kinda liked the toxicity at 3rd floor, but My ♥ is definitely with sir R.. este sa 4th floor pla ♥
peace and LOVE♥
Monday, January 3, 2011
dA3's Summed up realizations: dated 010211
1.) I am a real Masochist.
-I literally asked for one bad day out with Still and barely made it out alive at MOA with Steph and Edz.. I should really hang on to it since it's my idea to take her with us. Plan Perfectly made, and yes! It really made me pissed.. so much for a great year starter!♥ I love ME!! (NOT!) :)
2.) I don't fall for people because of their good Physique.
- I'm really fond of ugly people. LOL.. Joke. :|
What I mean is that I don't look at people's physical appearance, It's still the heart that matters ne?.. Substance!! :3
3.) I'm no longer In Love with my best friend :3
- I guess I'm just stuck with the idea that I'm still in love with him for a long time now that's why I still feel so attached. (Like the way Ayu feels towards Mayama @ Honey and Clover )It's just the attachment and the idea that I was once in love with him. :3
4.) He is so not a good choice!!
- OUT OF THE LIST~ (will not name him since It'll be so rude ♥ :3)
... will add more in the near future..
must..
..
.. have...
...
sleep...
\O_o/
~ ja ne~ (waves)
-I literally asked for one bad day out with Still and barely made it out alive at MOA with Steph and Edz.. I should really hang on to it since it's my idea to take her with us. Plan Perfectly made, and yes! It really made me pissed.. so much for a great year starter!♥ I love ME!! (NOT!) :)
2.) I don't fall for people because of their good Physique.
- I'm really fond of ugly people. LOL.. Joke. :|
What I mean is that I don't look at people's physical appearance, It's still the heart that matters ne?.. Substance!! :3
3.) I'm no longer In Love with my best friend :3
- I guess I'm just stuck with the idea that I'm still in love with him for a long time now that's why I still feel so attached. (Like the way Ayu feels towards Mayama @ Honey and Clover )It's just the attachment and the idea that I was once in love with him. :3
4.) He is so not a good choice!!
- OUT OF THE LIST~ (will not name him since It'll be so rude ♥ :3)
... will add more in the near future..
must..
..
.. have...
...
sleep...
\O_o/
~ ja ne~ (waves)
dAe's realizations for the start of the year dated 010211
Well, we all know that I'm no good at writing..
My blogs have been Idle for quite a long time. And to be honest, I really missed doing this.
Today, January 02, 2011 is a happy day. Well, not so great but quite fun. Lot's of crazy stuff and realizations came to me.
We had a group date, I went out with my long time friends; High school friends that is. which comprises of my best friend, Mr. Reidell Christian Roasa. and one of my best gurlfriends ever! Ms. Stephanie Aguillon. and a 'lil bit of Still.
Our day started out when I woke up beside my gurlfriend Stephie @7am called up my best friend to check on him if he's ready. Prepared ourselves for our first day out for the year 2011. We we're all fixed up before 8am since we planned to meet up with Edz outside our Subdivision @8am in front of 7'11 . then, time passed too fast when we we're just having breakfast with my mom. when we realized it was too late, It's 5mins after 9am already.. (OMO!! O_o?? my best friend is so gonna kill me..yikes!) Then I called him up to tell him that we we're just on our way and that something just came up. then after that.. we went to Sta. Rosa @ Stephie's place to get her stuff then arrived at Estrella @11am, met up with ate Jessa (Stephie's older sister). then some talk and then we're off to transfer Stephie's Stuff to her new apartment. Just beside the later. then off we go again to EDSA.. we went malling at Mega mall where we ate Lunch @ karate kid. I missed eating Beef Gyudon so I went for it..(YUM!) then just went around. walked through EDSA Shangrila.. took some photos then off to MOA.. watched TRON on iMAX with Vicky Belo, her son Quirk Henares with their friends and Hayden Kho. well, we're not together with them but, they were like sitting in front of us, so yeah, we watched TRON together!.. :)
then we went home and called it a day.. I got tired from all the drama about us being able to make it through a day with dealing with Still.. and yes! we made it.. I still managed to smile even though I was really fed up with her, I even asked myself Why am I still friends with her??.. well, as Phie would say... "That's Life!" :)
and about the realizations?? I have LOT'S!!
It was really nice that my bestfriend And I could talk about love matters now.. and talk freely about stuff that we're not used to talking about.. I suppose we're matured now and that we do trust each other more than before.. It was fun..really, though most of the time it was all meant to be a joke. but then again You'll know when it's serious and not. I'd love to share about it.. but I guess I can't do it now. maybe on my next post.. will do my best to write and share it all down here :)
HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!♥
ALL SMILES AND PURE LOVE FOR 2011!!!
HAPPINESS, MORE BLESSINGS AND SUCCESS!!!♥
My blogs have been Idle for quite a long time. And to be honest, I really missed doing this.
Today, January 02, 2011 is a happy day. Well, not so great but quite fun. Lot's of crazy stuff and realizations came to me.
We had a group date, I went out with my long time friends; High school friends that is. which comprises of my best friend, Mr. Reidell Christian Roasa. and one of my best gurlfriends ever! Ms. Stephanie Aguillon. and a 'lil bit of Still.
Our day started out when I woke up beside my gurlfriend Stephie @7am called up my best friend to check on him if he's ready. Prepared ourselves for our first day out for the year 2011. We we're all fixed up before 8am since we planned to meet up with Edz outside our Subdivision @8am in front of 7'11 . then, time passed too fast when we we're just having breakfast with my mom. when we realized it was too late, It's 5mins after 9am already.. (OMO!! O_o?? my best friend is so gonna kill me..yikes!) Then I called him up to tell him that we we're just on our way and that something just came up. then after that.. we went to Sta. Rosa @ Stephie's place to get her stuff then arrived at Estrella @11am, met up with ate Jessa (Stephie's older sister). then some talk and then we're off to transfer Stephie's Stuff to her new apartment. Just beside the later. then off we go again to EDSA.. we went malling at Mega mall where we ate Lunch @ karate kid. I missed eating Beef Gyudon so I went for it..(YUM!) then just went around. walked through EDSA Shangrila.. took some photos then off to MOA.. watched TRON on iMAX with Vicky Belo, her son Quirk Henares with their friends and Hayden Kho. well, we're not together with them but, they were like sitting in front of us, so yeah, we watched TRON together!.. :)
then we went home and called it a day.. I got tired from all the drama about us being able to make it through a day with dealing with Still.. and yes! we made it.. I still managed to smile even though I was really fed up with her, I even asked myself Why am I still friends with her??.. well, as Phie would say... "That's Life!" :)
and about the realizations?? I have LOT'S!!
It was really nice that my bestfriend And I could talk about love matters now.. and talk freely about stuff that we're not used to talking about.. I suppose we're matured now and that we do trust each other more than before.. It was fun..really, though most of the time it was all meant to be a joke. but then again You'll know when it's serious and not. I'd love to share about it.. but I guess I can't do it now. maybe on my next post.. will do my best to write and share it all down here :)
HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!♥
ALL SMILES AND PURE LOVE FOR 2011!!!
HAPPINESS, MORE BLESSINGS AND SUCCESS!!!♥
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