It's freezing cold today!..
and Well, yeah! today is indeed my 23rd birthday. and If there is such a thing as birthday blues.. well, you got it right! I'm definitely having one right now.
Honestly, I don't know what's gotten into me. I kinda feel empty inside, It feels lonely for some reasons I don't exactly know.
Probable reasons maybe are as follows:
1. I'm back on having my bum life :'(
- Being unproductive on my birthday is no fun. (no allowance. boooo!) not to be able to see my hospital inspiration. the staff.. Sir RYTZ♥..
2. I'm on the low. :'(
- No income, no allowance, no nothing.. for short.. TELO.
3. My closest friends/GURLFRIENDS are away.
- Stephie's on her work at Manila, Bhie Anne's no where near me, and Joey's somewhere we all don't know.. (they are my greatest happiness ever!).
4. I got nothing to do. boooo!!!
5. ... this ones not a big deal for me, but I guess it also has some huge effect at the moment.
~~> TELO on my ♥line.
In layman's term: "Zero Love Life."
Not even a single inspiration.aish...
well, excluding my k-world/j-world and anime world addiction that is.. I don't have any..
I want to be happy!!I need cash!! LOL.. and fast! ahahahaha.. I need my friends... please..
It feels like I really wanna break away.
though It's just a bit weird, coz. I had this same feeling before the result of NLE was released.
Well, I don't want to put too much hope to it. coz I really hate disappointments. so I'll just wait if ever something good will come.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
Otanjoubi omedettou!
Saengil Chuk ha hamnida!!!!
Maligayang kaarawan dae♥
PEACE, LOVE, HAPPINESS AND SUCCESS TO ALL!!!♥
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
one great day! dated 010311
My 1st duty for the year 2011.. yay!!
1st time to have my 2-10 duty on the 3rd floor..ALONE... yes.. I've said it right.. I was ALONE for the 1st duty of the year, without my buddy Kenneth..well, Thats life, and life must go on.. so my 2-10 shift went on smoothly, though toxic..had 3 patients that day. one admission na toxic. a medical pt and one pedia.
I learned more that day. left with 3 awesome guys as my seniors. and met up with my college friend Miel. t'was so much fun.
Sir. D was so gorgeous, he's so tall and cute. and did I say cute? he's hot! ahahaha.. and exactly my type!..LOL..
Sir. E was so nice and friendly, and smart and cute too. and another thing.. "ang bango nya!".. super..aish..though I had colds that day.."ang bango padin nya!" and sweet. :)
and Lastly, there was Sir L. he's awesome in so many ways, so gay and nice.. a batch mate from Perpetual.
Well, I had my 1st taste of toxicity at 3rd floor but it was all cool since my seniors are so great!.. and It's also cool when Sir D and I transferred my toxic patient to the 4th floor. and there I was, climbing the stairs with Sir D. talking.. aish.. it was like a dream..then I saw my previous seniors having their duty. Sir Ochie, Sir RL, Ma'am Shai and Sir Rytz♥. I missed them so much! Sir Rytz even asked me if I'm still gonna have my duty that day with them.. but then I said no and that I'm at the 3rd floor now.. It was a bit sad because Iwanna still have my duty there with them. I wanna go back to the 4th floor!!!
I kinda liked the toxicity at 3rd floor, but My ♥ is definitely with sir R.. este sa 4th floor pla ♥
peace and LOVE♥
1st time to have my 2-10 duty on the 3rd floor..ALONE... yes.. I've said it right.. I was ALONE for the 1st duty of the year, without my buddy Kenneth..well, Thats life, and life must go on.. so my 2-10 shift went on smoothly, though toxic..had 3 patients that day. one admission na toxic. a medical pt and one pedia.
I learned more that day. left with 3 awesome guys as my seniors. and met up with my college friend Miel. t'was so much fun.
Sir. D was so gorgeous, he's so tall and cute. and did I say cute? he's hot! ahahaha.. and exactly my type!..LOL..
Sir. E was so nice and friendly, and smart and cute too. and another thing.. "ang bango nya!".. super..aish..though I had colds that day.."ang bango padin nya!" and sweet. :)
and Lastly, there was Sir L. he's awesome in so many ways, so gay and nice.. a batch mate from Perpetual.
Well, I had my 1st taste of toxicity at 3rd floor but it was all cool since my seniors are so great!.. and It's also cool when Sir D and I transferred my toxic patient to the 4th floor. and there I was, climbing the stairs with Sir D. talking.. aish.. it was like a dream..then I saw my previous seniors having their duty. Sir Ochie, Sir RL, Ma'am Shai and Sir Rytz♥. I missed them so much! Sir Rytz even asked me if I'm still gonna have my duty that day with them.. but then I said no and that I'm at the 3rd floor now.. It was a bit sad because Iwanna still have my duty there with them. I wanna go back to the 4th floor!!!
I kinda liked the toxicity at 3rd floor, but My ♥ is definitely with sir R.. este sa 4th floor pla ♥
peace and LOVE♥
Monday, January 3, 2011
dA3's Summed up realizations: dated 010211
1.) I am a real Masochist.
-I literally asked for one bad day out with Still and barely made it out alive at MOA with Steph and Edz.. I should really hang on to it since it's my idea to take her with us. Plan Perfectly made, and yes! It really made me pissed.. so much for a great year starter!♥ I love ME!! (NOT!) :)
2.) I don't fall for people because of their good Physique.
- I'm really fond of ugly people. LOL.. Joke. :|
What I mean is that I don't look at people's physical appearance, It's still the heart that matters ne?.. Substance!! :3
3.) I'm no longer In Love with my best friend :3
- I guess I'm just stuck with the idea that I'm still in love with him for a long time now that's why I still feel so attached. (Like the way Ayu feels towards Mayama @ Honey and Clover )It's just the attachment and the idea that I was once in love with him. :3
4.) He is so not a good choice!!
- OUT OF THE LIST~ (will not name him since It'll be so rude ♥ :3)
... will add more in the near future..
must..
..
.. have...
...
sleep...
\O_o/
~ ja ne~ (waves)
-I literally asked for one bad day out with Still and barely made it out alive at MOA with Steph and Edz.. I should really hang on to it since it's my idea to take her with us. Plan Perfectly made, and yes! It really made me pissed.. so much for a great year starter!♥ I love ME!! (NOT!) :)
2.) I don't fall for people because of their good Physique.
- I'm really fond of ugly people. LOL.. Joke. :|
What I mean is that I don't look at people's physical appearance, It's still the heart that matters ne?.. Substance!! :3
3.) I'm no longer In Love with my best friend :3
- I guess I'm just stuck with the idea that I'm still in love with him for a long time now that's why I still feel so attached. (Like the way Ayu feels towards Mayama @ Honey and Clover )It's just the attachment and the idea that I was once in love with him. :3
4.) He is so not a good choice!!
- OUT OF THE LIST~ (will not name him since It'll be so rude ♥ :3)
... will add more in the near future..
must..
..
.. have...
...
sleep...
\O_o/
~ ja ne~ (waves)
dAe's realizations for the start of the year dated 010211
Well, we all know that I'm no good at writing..
My blogs have been Idle for quite a long time. And to be honest, I really missed doing this.
Today, January 02, 2011 is a happy day. Well, not so great but quite fun. Lot's of crazy stuff and realizations came to me.
We had a group date, I went out with my long time friends; High school friends that is. which comprises of my best friend, Mr. Reidell Christian Roasa. and one of my best gurlfriends ever! Ms. Stephanie Aguillon. and a 'lil bit of Still.
Our day started out when I woke up beside my gurlfriend Stephie @7am called up my best friend to check on him if he's ready. Prepared ourselves for our first day out for the year 2011. We we're all fixed up before 8am since we planned to meet up with Edz outside our Subdivision @8am in front of 7'11 . then, time passed too fast when we we're just having breakfast with my mom. when we realized it was too late, It's 5mins after 9am already.. (OMO!! O_o?? my best friend is so gonna kill me..yikes!) Then I called him up to tell him that we we're just on our way and that something just came up. then after that.. we went to Sta. Rosa @ Stephie's place to get her stuff then arrived at Estrella @11am, met up with ate Jessa (Stephie's older sister). then some talk and then we're off to transfer Stephie's Stuff to her new apartment. Just beside the later. then off we go again to EDSA.. we went malling at Mega mall where we ate Lunch @ karate kid. I missed eating Beef Gyudon so I went for it..(YUM!) then just went around. walked through EDSA Shangrila.. took some photos then off to MOA.. watched TRON on iMAX with Vicky Belo, her son Quirk Henares with their friends and Hayden Kho. well, we're not together with them but, they were like sitting in front of us, so yeah, we watched TRON together!.. :)
then we went home and called it a day.. I got tired from all the drama about us being able to make it through a day with dealing with Still.. and yes! we made it.. I still managed to smile even though I was really fed up with her, I even asked myself Why am I still friends with her??.. well, as Phie would say... "That's Life!" :)
and about the realizations?? I have LOT'S!!
It was really nice that my bestfriend And I could talk about love matters now.. and talk freely about stuff that we're not used to talking about.. I suppose we're matured now and that we do trust each other more than before.. It was fun..really, though most of the time it was all meant to be a joke. but then again You'll know when it's serious and not. I'd love to share about it.. but I guess I can't do it now. maybe on my next post.. will do my best to write and share it all down here :)
HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!♥
ALL SMILES AND PURE LOVE FOR 2011!!!
HAPPINESS, MORE BLESSINGS AND SUCCESS!!!♥
My blogs have been Idle for quite a long time. And to be honest, I really missed doing this.
Today, January 02, 2011 is a happy day. Well, not so great but quite fun. Lot's of crazy stuff and realizations came to me.
We had a group date, I went out with my long time friends; High school friends that is. which comprises of my best friend, Mr. Reidell Christian Roasa. and one of my best gurlfriends ever! Ms. Stephanie Aguillon. and a 'lil bit of Still.
Our day started out when I woke up beside my gurlfriend Stephie @7am called up my best friend to check on him if he's ready. Prepared ourselves for our first day out for the year 2011. We we're all fixed up before 8am since we planned to meet up with Edz outside our Subdivision @8am in front of 7'11 . then, time passed too fast when we we're just having breakfast with my mom. when we realized it was too late, It's 5mins after 9am already.. (OMO!! O_o?? my best friend is so gonna kill me..yikes!) Then I called him up to tell him that we we're just on our way and that something just came up. then after that.. we went to Sta. Rosa @ Stephie's place to get her stuff then arrived at Estrella @11am, met up with ate Jessa (Stephie's older sister). then some talk and then we're off to transfer Stephie's Stuff to her new apartment. Just beside the later. then off we go again to EDSA.. we went malling at Mega mall where we ate Lunch @ karate kid. I missed eating Beef Gyudon so I went for it..(YUM!) then just went around. walked through EDSA Shangrila.. took some photos then off to MOA.. watched TRON on iMAX with Vicky Belo, her son Quirk Henares with their friends and Hayden Kho. well, we're not together with them but, they were like sitting in front of us, so yeah, we watched TRON together!.. :)
then we went home and called it a day.. I got tired from all the drama about us being able to make it through a day with dealing with Still.. and yes! we made it.. I still managed to smile even though I was really fed up with her, I even asked myself Why am I still friends with her??.. well, as Phie would say... "That's Life!" :)
and about the realizations?? I have LOT'S!!
It was really nice that my bestfriend And I could talk about love matters now.. and talk freely about stuff that we're not used to talking about.. I suppose we're matured now and that we do trust each other more than before.. It was fun..really, though most of the time it was all meant to be a joke. but then again You'll know when it's serious and not. I'd love to share about it.. but I guess I can't do it now. maybe on my next post.. will do my best to write and share it all down here :)
HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!♥
ALL SMILES AND PURE LOVE FOR 2011!!!
HAPPINESS, MORE BLESSINGS AND SUCCESS!!!♥
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