Tuesday, August 28, 2012

confession 101.1


Hey you know what?? I really like you, it's just that I'm this weird that's why I keep myself from everybody else..yeah I know, I do love myself too much..to the point where I don't want anyone else to love me but me..selfish? yes, but can you blame me if I just want to be really careful this time?..honest truth.. jeongmal jeowahe..neomu, neomu jeowa..but.. this wont do.. It's good that you're happy.. just stay that way.. :)

just realized that no matter how much I like you now.. things won't really change and It won't EVER go my way.. and I just have to ACCEPT that. even if I can't get you out of my head right now..I'll just silently watch you from afar and be happy for you.. well, that's where I'm always good at. :)


I'll get by, I know It'll take some time..I'm a TOUGH person.. I can do this.. I just know I could :3

keep on SMILING dA3♥ hwaiting!!

Monday, August 20, 2012

Uncertain

The feeling of uncertainty.

 Do you know the feeling when you finally feel something towards a person? and that person, at some point made you forget the pain of your past love..and this person could actually make you laugh, understand just how you feel, and is within the friend zone..

You begin to like the guy, spend time with him, learn something new about him every once in a while… you tend to know him more and the friendship seems to grow..that sweet feeling of being just beside that person, even if you’re not talking.. just being there makes you feel all warm all over. I think that It’s kinda special at some point.. then in just a matter of time when you realize you like this person.. try to pursue the friendship and maybe step up to a different level. people around you tells you that the two of you looked good together. They started to joke around and pair you up most of the time whenever they see you together. and this guy started to move away, when they people joke around he blushes at your presence and can’t even look you in the eye.

 Until one day, this guy tries to avoid you, stopped talking to you, doesn’t hang out like you’ve used to.. then you tried to talk it through.. he admits that it’s become a bit awkward to be with you.. does that mean he liked me? and just wanted to brush off the feeling because he does NOT want to like me?

 I need an answer.. please help..

 I kinda liked the guy too much that I can’t even take him off my head now. I mean he’s special.and I don’t want to lose him. please.