Nice Thought..

When a man and a woman have feelings for each other, it does not necessarily need to have a formal relationship as a boyfriend and girlfriend…

…While both of you are still busy with your personal life it’s possible that you could make each other as an inspiration..

….NO COMMITMENT…just a ROMANTIC BOND..isn’t it much sweeter and nicer when you both accomplished everything that you want in life and yet, you still end up TOGETHER…

…and yeah that wuz sweet..sana lang hindi masyado mahirap gawin yun…

just a liner…

“If you can fake sincerity…

…..You can fake pretty much anything”…

…

…I definitely agree with this one..many people tend to care for you at times..and as perfect as they could act..they could make you believe that they really care.. but the truth is … they don’t… I hate it when somebody makes me feel like Im someone special for them..but in fact they don’t really care and that they they don’t really tend to take care of you..they act like they do because they want you to be by their side..waaahhhh…

..I JUST DON’T GET THEM….REALLY!!!

No such thing…

It’s a lie to say you’ve let go of the past….

….NOBODY, let’s go of memories…

each tear is unforgettable memory…

each smile is an undeniable mark..

each heartbreak is an unerasable scar.

cause really..

THERE’S NO SUCH THING AS FORGETTING…

…ONLY ACCEPTANCE.

:’c

somethings to ponder on...

“It’s never nice to forget things you are supposed to remember…

…..but it feels worse when you remember things you are supposed to forget”….

..may point….and yeah…sometimes may mga ganito talagang pagkakataon…and its quite inevitable talaga for things to happen..na out of the blue may bigla ka nlng maaalala na mga bagay na hindi muh na dapat iniisip..malas lang tlga minsan pagpinaglalaruan ka ng tadhana..masakit, mahirap, at sobrang sakit sa utak…unexplainable ung type ng pain pag may flashback pang kasama mas juicy sa memory..at swak sa hapdi ng puso…ewan kuh ba…ganito yta tlga mag isip ang isang taong hindi na kayang maging masaya dahil napako na sya sa isang pag-ibig na wala ng kahihinatnan o patutunguhan..

tanong ko lang…

“when will I ever learn?”

N o such thing...

It’s a lie to say you’ve let go of the past….

….NOBODY, let’s go of memories…

each tear is unforgettable memory…

each smile is an undeniable mark..

each heartbreak is an unerasable scar.

cause really..

THERE’S NO SUCH THING AS FORGETTING…

…ONLY ACCEPTANCE.

:’c

awts! adopted from my wordpress blog.

at gaano ba tlga kabigat na kasalanan ang mahalin ka??
nkkasar din minsan kung iisipin ko na mas okay akong magbigay ng advice sa mga kaibigan ko tungkol sa mga ganitong usapang puso..pero bakit nman pagdating sa akin..wala..talo na nman..

kailan ko ba kasi matututunang tanggapin sa sarili ko na kahit kailan ay hindi na ako pwedeng maging masaya na ikaw ang kasama..hindi ko parin maintindihan kung bakit hanggang ngayon apektado parin ako pagdating sayo??tao ka ba talaga?hanggang kailan mo pa ba ako balak saktan??

oo, alam ko..hindi mo nman sinasadya diba??malay mo ba??pero..**tinginingining** na yan..gaano ba ka kapal ang balat mo at hindi mo maramdaman??
ano na ba talaga ako para sa’yo??pinipilit kong maging okay pero hindi pa pala tapos ang kalbaryo ko..walanjo naman talaga oo..

kani-kanina lang nag-iisip ako..kung gaano kasaya ang walang iniisip na problema sa puso..sabi ko..mas okay na siguro yung ganito..yung walang laman yung puso ko..yung tipong pagtinanong ako sino mahal ko..petix akong sasagot nang “wala eh..si God ang nasa sentro ng puso ko..” which is actually a fact at given na yun..na parang tatanungin kung inlove ako at the moment..kampante akong sasagot nang..”wala talaga eh..”..

hahaix..kelan ko ba makakamit ang kalayaang magmahal ulit nang hindi ka na papasok sa isip ko??hanggang kailan ako magkakaganito??at hanggang kailan ko pa kaya paparusahan ang sarili ko sa mga pinag gagawa ko ngayon??puteek naman talaga oo..walanjo..kung pwede lang sabihin talaga na ayoko na at totohanin yun..eh matagal ko na sanang ginawa..nakakaloka nadin naman kasi..na yung mga bagay na sinasabi ko mismo sa ibang tao eh hindi ko mai-apply sa sarili kong sitwasyon..ayos din eh noh??adik nga talaga ako..ADIK!

masamang i-compare yung sarili sa iba..oo, alam na alam ko yan..at sobrang ayoko nyan eh..pero kanina lang..napag isip talaga ako ng matindi at naluha pa nung ma-realize ko na unti-unti ko na palang ikinukumpara ang sarili ko sa taong dati mong mahal..na bakit at paano mo sya nagustuhan??na kung ano ba ang meron sya na wla ako at hindi mo makita sa akin..wala na..adik talaga ako..na kung tutuusin eh kaibigan ko din yung taong un..haix..bakit ba kasi hindi mo ako magawang magustuhan manlang??nalilito na naman ako??bata ka pa lang ba talaga masyado para mag -isip na hindi pa tamang panahon para magmahal ka??o bading ka ba talaga katulad ng nararamdaman naming lahat??handa akong maghintay kung yun lang ang idadahilan mo sa akin..pero sana..wag mo naman akong gawing tanga..nasasaktan din ako..at kung sakaling alam mo na kung ano talaga nararamdaman ko para sa'yo..sabihin mo nalang side mo..wag yung ganito tayo..ayos??walanjo ka talaga oo..anu ba itong nangyayri sa akin ngayon at natuto akong mag blog ng tagalog..ang saya pala nito...

basta hindi ko na talaga alam pa..kakalimutan nalang kita para mas masaya di ba??ang tapang ko talaga kung iisipin na ang lakas ng loob kong maglagay ng picture at i-publish sa halos lahat ng blog ko itong entry na itoh..ano??proud??pero hindi ko na babanggitin name muh..dahil sobrang given na yun.. ayos diba??may isang adik na magmamahal sayo ng buong ka-adikan..nice talaga!!

tagay na!!

EMOtion…again!!…d A e isH a double Loser…

Pain In my heart

Here I am alone in this empty room,
And let my mind just fly you to the end.
Thoughts of you still linger in my memory
Wondering why my life is not that fair.

I could still recall, those memories of you,
The joy and all your laughter,
The love that we’ve been through.
Oh I can’t believe, you’re gone…

I don’t want to remember,
The things we used to do,
All the things that remind me of you.
I don’t want to hear those songs,
Those songs we used to sing,
‘Cause I don’t wanna feel the pain in my heart

Talkin’ to my self, for reasons I can’t find.
Findin’ out why everything went wrong.
Tears fallin’ down on my cheeks,
That I’ve been tryin’ to hold.
I just dunno if I could still go on.

I wanted you to stay,
The tears began to show,
You said you care for me,
But then you have to go
And now I know, you’re gone.

I don’t want to remember,
The things we used to do,
All the things that remind me of you.
I don’t want to hear those songs,
Those songs we used to sing,
‘Cause I don’t wanna feel the pain in my heart

(Instrumental)

I just can’t believe, you’re gone…

I don’t want to remember,
The things we used to do,
All the things that remind me of you.
I don’t want to hear those songs,
Those songs we used to sing,
‘Cause I don’t wanna feel the pain in my heart,

And I don’t want to remember,
The things we used to do,
All the things that remind me of you.
I don’t want to hear those songs,
Those songs we used to sing,
‘Cause I don’t wanna feel the pain in my heart

**REFLECTION:

and there you go again dae...what a stupid post!..hahaha

and yes!..The end point is that I just got hurt again by the same person over and over again…and yeah without him knowing that he did hurt me…aww..well I guess that I should really stop this nonsense..but how??can anybody out there Please tell me…

nah… I already knew that long before..that I don’t have a single chance in this game called- LOVE..I just don’t know how to accept defeat..I’ve been a loser in a loser's game before so what do you call me then??

…a double loser that is..

connection to the song?? I dunno…I just turned very emotional when I heard that song on my way home…well I guess some people would understand why I’d pick that song…It somewhat..relates to what and how I feel right about NAO!..

“THANK’S!…though I’ve been hurt again..thank’s for remindin’ me that LOVE isH real and that I have felt how it was..again..i’m sorry for causing you trouble if any..I just don’t know how to react to things..”

stay happy..cause that’s what I want you to be..

..and yeah It did hurt me..