If the Feeling is gone...haha...yay!!

If the feeling is gone
Please don't pretend that you still love me
I can see it in your eyes
And it hurts to admit it
I can tell that the feeling is gone
All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you know
If the feeling is gone
There's a sadness in your smile
Though I try to conceal it
I can tell that the feeling is gone
All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you go
If the feeling is gone
All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you go
I just have to let you go
I just have to let you go
If the feeling is gone....
Stay...

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wula lang..pampahaba ng Blogisode na itoh yang song Lyrics..

mejo masaya na akuh ngaun and i can say that im improving...nyahahaha...

una:

ngayong araw na ito ay natupad ang isa sa matagal ko ng pangarap.. to finally ma- angkas kay Maverick ung special person kuh..haha..(ayan n nman akuh)

and yeah nagawa kuh na xa kanina...BEAT THAT! haha..kaya lang..kanina kuh lng din narealize na its too late..wala na talaga akong nararamdaman para sa kanya..which is a good thing..na ibig sabihin eh..im free!!! yay for me!! ang tagal kuh nadin naisip un na wala na talaga akong nffeel.. medjo nahihirapan lang akuh i convince ang sarili kuh na totoo un at pati nadin ang mga College friends kuh dahil ayaw talaga nilang maniwala na hindi kuh na xa mhal...bwahahaha..kala nyu guys ah!!hahaha...

pangalawa:

para naman dun sa taong reason para sa aking scandalous na bulletin na talaga namang bumenta eh..ayan..sana nga kung wala na akuh para sau at kung hindi muh naman me na mimish eh..shit ka!!hahaha juk..wala naman akong magagawa kung d m talaga akuh 3p db??stupid lang talaga akuh...as in..stupid talaga..

nga pla..ngtxt n xa..at mejo okay n akuh dun kahit nung nreplyan kuh xa eh niaway kuh pa xa..gnun nman tlga akuh eh..db??pxnxa nman..bwahahaha...

ang mga realizations sa buhay..talaga naman...

Thank's for this Lovely day..kahit na hindi kuh na ulit pwede i-drive si Maverick dahil wala pa akong Driver's License..eh naging masaya naman akuh dahil nga dun..at xmpre..dahil nakasama kuh ang best kuh at c Still knina at nakapag share kmi ng mga thoughts namin sa life and in a way natulungan nila akuh sa problem kuh..na aminin kuh na daw na na-fall na akuh dun sa taong un..ewan kuh sa kanya..at ewan kuh din sa dalawang un..mga adik! kaya mahal kuh sila eh..sobra!! subrang thankful akuh kay Lord at binigyan nya akuh ng mga baliw na friends na magpapasaya sakin kahit na may mga times na mejo Lonely..aun..masaya padin kaming 3!! at magttrabaho na kami para magka hamey at matuloy na kami sa mga laboy namin sa buhay..

and about falling for that someone..ewan kuh..d ako sure..sabi kuh daw dati accdg kna still at best q nag iinarte pa daw akuh..pero ang totoo..nahulog n nga yta tlaga akuh nun..kea lng ngaun..mejo okay na akuh at katulad nga ng sinabi kuh sa kanila kanina..nadala lang akuh sa biglaang bugso ng emosyon kuh, happy moments namin together, which is turned to my bittersweet memories with him na sana eh hanggang dun na lang tlga to prevent myself from falling. na nabigla lang akuh talaga kea nsabi kong na fall na nga akuh..at ngaun eh nandito akuh sa state na pag convince sa sarili kuh na hindi un totoo at hindi kuh talaga xa gusto..sana naman maniwala akuh..at sana makayanan kuh toh..i know i'll get through..nakisabay lang akuh sa pagbuhos ng ulan..dahil hindi kami pwede...hindi talaga...excuse me...naku..adik talaga akuh..sana..

haix..auko na maulit ung dati..pero unconsciously eh nauuulit kuh lng ung dati kong ginagawa..sana this time maiba naman.. sna maging sila na nung gurl na gusto nya kamo..at sana talaga maging sila na para hindi na kami lalo pwde at para nadin tigilan na nya akuh..para mawalan na ng chance na umalis kami ulit at para everybody happy!!

haix...sana naman ligawan nya na yun ng seryoso para sagutin n sya at tigilan na akuh..haix..

at uu nga pala..tumatanggap na akuh ngaun ng mga bagong suitors...weeeetttt....sabi kuh bago..kea dun sa nagbabalak bumalik..ewan kuh sau..MOVE ON!!..hahaha..pero kung makulit ka talaga..goodluck!kaya muh yan..malay muh marealize kong mahal pala kita..eh di nice...hahaha..

=)

IM NOT A PRINCESS!!

WHITE HORSE LYRICS
-TAYLOR SWIFT:

So you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
And I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
And days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus]
I'm not a princes, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one to sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your White Horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know


[Chorus]
I'm not a princes, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one to sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Here you are your sitting there
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm sooo sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone somewhere who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappears now
Now its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now






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Reflection:



And yeah..im absolutely not a Princess and will never be..

NAH..

Just a song stuck in my head..

maybe because of a new heart break..

haha..and yeah it's a new failed story..the way i wanted it to be..

and yeah i don't want to talk about it but im left with nothing to do but to write about it..

what a stupid person i really am!!..

i shouldn't have felt this way.. i know that.. and im fully aware of the consequences
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but im just so stupid I didn't even cared about what i would feel.. and at the end of it.. here i am again..being the sore loser that i am..depressed and lost with nothing left for myself....I just can't believe that it'll end up this soon.. i thought I'd be happy at last...but then again...im not...

i'll just wait for the next one....

xiao for now..

i know im not making any sense...

yeah I know..

believe me.. I just know...


-dAe

Eh ano naman??puso ko naman toh??…

What would you do if the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry??

how do you say goodbye to someone who was never yours??

why do you miss someone you were never with??

why do you show your love at someone if you’re not committed to??

why feel lonely? yet everybody is with you??

how long can you wait to hear the word “I Love You”.. when he/she’s waiting too??

how can you deny you’re in love, when it’s already felt and visible to both of you??

so then..

How long will you pretend??when it’s about to end??

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I wasn’t suppose to fall for him..

I didn’t plan it either…

It just came to the point where in..

I just can’t consider him as one of my friends!

….anu daw??no Dae….no way….

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If the heart works over mind..

Its not somethng you should be ashamed of..

Rather …go and tell the world….:

“my heart loves as much as my own mind can’t understand!”

….so??…inamin mo na nga??

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Wanna know the difference between “I love you” and “Love you”??

“I love you” means

“Ikaw lang ang mahal ko”..

and

“love you” means

“mahal kita”

See the difference?

You can say “Love you” to anyone…

but, say “I love you” to only one…

……so does that really mean….hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm….

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an excerpt from mi phone..3p kuh lng ipost here..:

dated: 04-05-09….April 05, 2009 7:19pm……09209517556

“Dae, *** toh, bt d mo q pnapancn knna? Wat gnawa q? “

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dated: 04-05-09….April 05, 2009 7:25pm……09209517556

Dae, wat b gnawa q? Wag kn magalt skn,. P**

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dated: 04-05-09….April 05, 2009 7:58pm …. 09103924766

Dae

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dated: 04-05-09….April 05, 2009 7:59pm …. 09103924766

Dae,? Sori n, anu b gnawa q? Bt d mo q pnapancn knna?

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dated: 04-05-09….April 05, 2009 8:54pm …. 09103924766

Dae?

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dated: 04-05-09….April 05, 2009 9:25pm …. 09103924766

Dae? Sori n, what i do?.. Sori n,

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another excerpt from mi phone it’s kinda sweet kxe…..

;;;;after calling me up.. he texted.. (ginising xe akuh..adik toh!)

Tnx dae.. gudnyt..slip kn ult..swt dwmz..

dated: 03-21-2009 time: 10:50pm.. 09189302480

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aun..i’d love to share..pwo next time nlng ah…

To my fellow Graduates...

'A month or two to go, we’ll leave the school and eventually, move into a broader one life!..

By June, we won’t be one of those kids anymore, who fall in several lines for enrollment..

No more terror professors, Quizzes and term papers, No more Sembreaks, No more hang-outs..

These and many more good things will be cherished and missed..

For what makes schooling memorable is not just the knowledge we gained nut the friendship we Built…

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sa school nagsimulang lahat..

nabuo ang barkadahan at tatag ng samahan, matunog at malutong na halakhakan sa tabi ng kung saan..turuan sa exam at recitation, pero kanya kanyang dahilan pag nagkahulihan..

Kala nyo ba hanggang dyan na lang??

hello??..saksi rin kaya kami sa mga Ligawan nyo…mula pagsulat ng pangalan ng mahal sa besk ng upuan…

Holding hands while walking pag uwian, holding hands sa van at kung saan man..

Hanggang sa iba’t ibang tawagan; hon, bhe, mhine, baby q, mahal q, mhal q, bb, etc at dialog na “WALANG IWANAN!!”…

WAIT..di pa tapos..

haay…mawawala ba naman ang mga sessions sa dorm, rented pool at sa mga bahay pag may nasaktan??

……

I’ll definitely miss this so much guys…

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Buhay 4thyear:

Masaya..

Bonding..

Tambay..

Kwentuhan..

Kulitan..

Tawanan..

Magkakadevelopan..

kopyahan sa test/exam..

syempre..ang pinakahihintay..

ang pagmamartsa ng sabay sabay…

Akyat sa stage..

hawak ang diploma..

saya di ba??

Pero darating din sa point na malungkot..

iyakan..

yakapan..

sabay sabing…

ge ge mga tols/friendships/tropa/dabarkads….

paalam na sa inyo…

SALAMAT!!…

Sa lahat ng saya, lungkot, hirap, problema..

magkakahiwalay man tayo..lagi naman kayong nandito sa puso ko..kasama ng mga alaalang nakatatak na dito..

Congratz batch ‘08-’09!!!

mga parE…ITAAS NYO!!!

things that sometimes bothers my mind…

“Let go of the things that can no longer be fixed.. If you force to try to put them back, Things will only get worse..but sometimes, moving on makes you even tougher..”

…Thank’s!! and im pretty sure I did moved on…

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“Waiting is the most important thing that we can do for the one we love…

but it proves me one thing…

as it goes..

it can also…

change our mind.. “

…and yeah it did!!

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The worst feeling is not being lonely,

It’s knowing you’ll never be remembered

by the person you’ll never ever forget…

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Just a thought…

“If you want to know where your heart is…

…Look where your mind goes when it wanders..”

may point naman di ba??haha..

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etoh pah…

“Stupid flirtings and infatuations may lead to a major disaster…

..because somewhere between these stupid jokes, falling in love becomes true..”

…badtrip…hmmpf!

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“It’s nice to recall our mistakes in the past..

Joke about real punch lines..

and laugh about our dumb old selves..

’cause remembering how stupid we we’re

makes us realize..

How less stupid we are now… ..”

..reminiscing my old times…very nostalgic..

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I don’t really believe in the word:

“REGRET”

I just do stand with the phrase:

“I messed up, but I learned..”

…okay yun ah..indeniably true!!

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…give me time to edit..just have to post everything up…

Nice Thought..

When a man and a woman have feelings for each other, it does not necessarily need to have a formal relationship as a boyfriend and girlfriend…

…While both of you are still busy with your personal life it’s possible that you could make each other as an inspiration..

….NO COMMITMENT…just a ROMANTIC BOND..isn’t it much sweeter and nicer when you both accomplished everything that you want in life and yet, you still end up TOGETHER…

…and yeah that wuz sweet..sana lang hindi masyado mahirap gawin yun…