Monday, December 1, 2008

OKAY..That’s it!!..Im tired

"..I’ll just continue Loving, up until I get tired hurting.."

Super sweet words to live by..but I guess my heart does get tired sometimes..(reality much!)
HURT? not exactly, I’ll just give it a 50% share of the story..

TIRED? Maybe, Im kinda sick of hoping and longing for that person to love me back and of somehow appreciate the love im giving..

LOVE IM GIVING??!! How could that person even know that I love him(?!)

CONFESSION?? How would I do that? and how could I?

INLOVE? im not so sure about that either..after all these years that I believed in that so-called "love"..How could it possibly fade this time?

What the heck am I talkin’ about? Isn’t it that this is what I wanted? to finally lose everything I have for him(?!)?..maybe it was what I actually wanted before..but why am I like this? I don’t feel any better..I feel lost..but I guess It’s gonna be cooler this way..I sure do hope that I’ll be better..

GANBATTE KUDASAI DAE-CHAN!!NANKURUNAISA!!!

CONGRATS!!

-dA3

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