Birthday Blues dated today! 011911

It's freezing cold today!..

and Well, yeah! today is indeed my 23rd birthday. and If there is such a thing as birthday blues.. well, you got it right! I'm definitely having one right now.

Honestly, I don't know what's gotten into me. I kinda feel empty inside, It feels lonely for some reasons I don't exactly know.
Probable reasons maybe are as follows:

1. I'm back on having my bum life :'(
- Being unproductive on my birthday is no fun. (no allowance. boooo!) not to be able to see my hospital inspiration. the staff.. Sir RYTZ♥..

2. I'm on the low. :'(
- No income, no allowance, no nothing.. for short.. TELO.

3. My closest friends/GURLFRIENDS are away.
- Stephie's on her work at Manila, Bhie Anne's no where near me, and Joey's somewhere we all don't know.. (they are my greatest happiness ever!).

4. I got nothing to do. boooo!!!

5. ... this ones not a big deal for me, but I guess it also has some huge effect at the moment.
~~> TELO on my ♥line.

In layman's term: "Zero Love Life."
Not even a single inspiration.aish...
well, excluding my k-world/j-world and anime world addiction that is.. I don't have any..

I want to be happy!!I need cash!! LOL.. and fast! ahahahaha.. I need my friends... please..

It feels like I really wanna break away.

though It's just a bit weird, coz. I had this same feeling before the result of NLE was released.
Well, I don't want to put too much hope to it. coz I really hate disappointments. so I'll just wait if ever something good will come.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
Otanjoubi omedettou!
Saengil Chuk ha hamnida!!!!
Maligayang kaarawan dae♥

PEACE, LOVE, HAPPINESS AND SUCCESS TO ALL!!!♥