Uncertain

The feeling of uncertainty.

 Do you know the feeling when you finally feel something towards a person? and that person, at some point made you forget the pain of your past love..and this person could actually make you laugh, understand just how you feel, and is within the friend zone..

You begin to like the guy, spend time with him, learn something new about him every once in a while… you tend to know him more and the friendship seems to grow..that sweet feeling of being just beside that person, even if you’re not talking.. just being there makes you feel all warm all over. I think that It’s kinda special at some point.. then in just a matter of time when you realize you like this person.. try to pursue the friendship and maybe step up to a different level. people around you tells you that the two of you looked good together. They started to joke around and pair you up most of the time whenever they see you together. and this guy started to move away, when they people joke around he blushes at your presence and can’t even look you in the eye.

 Until one day, this guy tries to avoid you, stopped talking to you, doesn’t hang out like you’ve used to.. then you tried to talk it through.. he admits that it’s become a bit awkward to be with you.. does that mean he liked me? and just wanted to brush off the feeling because he does NOT want to like me?

 I need an answer.. please help..

 I kinda liked the guy too much that I can’t even take him off my head now. I mean he’s special.and I don’t want to lose him. please.