Birthday Blues dated today! 011911

It's freezing cold today!..

and Well, yeah! today is indeed my 23rd birthday. and If there is such a thing as birthday blues.. well, you got it right! I'm definitely having one right now.

Honestly, I don't know what's gotten into me. I kinda feel empty inside, It feels lonely for some reasons I don't exactly know.
Probable reasons maybe are as follows:

1. I'm back on having my bum life :'(
- Being unproductive on my birthday is no fun. (no allowance. boooo!) not to be able to see my hospital inspiration. the staff.. Sir RYTZ♥..

2. I'm on the low. :'(
- No income, no allowance, no nothing.. for short.. TELO.

3. My closest friends/GURLFRIENDS are away.
- Stephie's on her work at Manila, Bhie Anne's no where near me, and Joey's somewhere we all don't know.. (they are my greatest happiness ever!).

4. I got nothing to do. boooo!!!

5. ... this ones not a big deal for me, but I guess it also has some huge effect at the moment.
~~> TELO on my ♥line.

In layman's term: "Zero Love Life."
Not even a single inspiration.aish...
well, excluding my k-world/j-world and anime world addiction that is.. I don't have any..

I want to be happy!!I need cash!! LOL.. and fast! ahahahaha.. I need my friends... please..

It feels like I really wanna break away.

though It's just a bit weird, coz. I had this same feeling before the result of NLE was released.
Well, I don't want to put too much hope to it. coz I really hate disappointments. so I'll just wait if ever something good will come.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
Otanjoubi omedettou!
Saengil Chuk ha hamnida!!!!
Maligayang kaarawan dae♥

PEACE, LOVE, HAPPINESS AND SUCCESS TO ALL!!!♥

one great day! dated 010311

My 1st duty for the year 2011.. yay!!

1st time to have my 2-10 duty on the 3rd floor..ALONE... yes.. I've said it right.. I was ALONE for the 1st duty of the year, without my buddy Kenneth..well, Thats life, and life must go on.. so my 2-10 shift went on smoothly, though toxic..had 3 patients that day. one admission na toxic. a medical pt and one pedia.

I learned more that day. left with 3 awesome guys as my seniors. and met up with my college friend Miel. t'was so much fun.

Sir. D was so gorgeous, he's so tall and cute. and did I say cute? he's hot! ahahaha.. and exactly my type!..LOL..
Sir. E was so nice and friendly, and smart and cute too. and another thing.. "ang bango nya!".. super..aish..though I had colds that day.."ang bango padin nya!" and sweet. :)
and Lastly, there was Sir L. he's awesome in so many ways, so gay and nice.. a batch mate from Perpetual.

Well, I had my 1st taste of toxicity at 3rd floor but it was all cool since my seniors are so great!.. and It's also cool when Sir D and I transferred my toxic patient to the 4th floor. and there I was, climbing the stairs with Sir D. talking.. aish.. it was like a dream..then I saw my previous seniors having their duty. Sir Ochie, Sir RL, Ma'am Shai and Sir Rytz♥. I missed them so much! Sir Rytz even asked me if I'm still gonna have my duty that day with them.. but then I said no and that I'm at the 3rd floor now.. It was a bit sad because Iwanna still have my duty there with them. I wanna go back to the 4th floor!!!

I kinda liked the toxicity at 3rd floor, but My ♥ is definitely with sir R.. este sa 4th floor pla ♥

peace and LOVE♥

dA3's Summed up realizations: dated 010211

1.) I am a real Masochist.
-I literally asked for one bad day out with Still and barely made it out alive at MOA with Steph and Edz.. I should really hang on to it since it's my idea to take her with us. Plan Perfectly made, and yes! It really made me pissed.. so much for a great year starter!♥ I love ME!! (NOT!) :)

2.) I don't fall for people because of their good Physique.
- I'm really fond of ugly people. LOL.. Joke. :|
What I mean is that I don't look at people's physical appearance, It's still the heart that matters ne?.. Substance!! :3

3.) I'm no longer In Love with my best friend :3
- I guess I'm just stuck with the idea that I'm still in love with him for a long time now that's why I still feel so attached. (Like the way Ayu feels towards Mayama @ Honey and Clover )It's just the attachment and the idea that I was once in love with him. :3

4.) He is so not a good choice!!
- OUT OF THE LIST~ (will not name him since It'll be so rude ♥ :3)

... will add more in the near future..

must..
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sleep...
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~ ja ne~ (waves)

dAe's realizations for the start of the year dated 010211

Well, we all know that I'm no good at writing..
My blogs have been Idle for quite a long time. And to be honest, I really missed doing this.

Today, January 02, 2011 is a happy day. Well, not so great but quite fun. Lot's of crazy stuff and realizations came to me.

We had a group date, I went out with my long time friends; High school friends that is. which comprises of my best friend, Mr. Reidell Christian Roasa. and one of my best gurlfriends ever! Ms. Stephanie Aguillon. and a 'lil bit of Still.

Our day started out when I woke up beside my gurlfriend Stephie @7am called up my best friend to check on him if he's ready. Prepared ourselves for our first day out for the year 2011. We we're all fixed up before 8am since we planned to meet up with Edz outside our Subdivision @8am in front of 7'11 . then, time passed too fast when we we're just having breakfast with my mom. when we realized it was too late, It's 5mins after 9am already.. (OMO!! O_o?? my best friend is so gonna kill me..yikes!) Then I called him up to tell him that we we're just on our way and that something just came up. then after that.. we went to Sta. Rosa @ Stephie's place to get her stuff then arrived at Estrella @11am, met up with ate Jessa (Stephie's older sister). then some talk and then we're off to transfer Stephie's Stuff to her new apartment. Just beside the later. then off we go again to EDSA.. we went malling at Mega mall where we ate Lunch @ karate kid. I missed eating Beef Gyudon so I went for it..(YUM!) then just went around. walked through EDSA Shangrila.. took some photos then off to MOA.. watched TRON on iMAX with Vicky Belo, her son Quirk Henares with their friends and Hayden Kho. well, we're not together with them but, they were like sitting in front of us, so yeah, we watched TRON together!.. :)

then we went home and called it a day.. I got tired from all the drama about us being able to make it through a day with dealing with Still.. and yes! we made it.. I still managed to smile even though I was really fed up with her, I even asked myself Why am I still friends with her??.. well, as Phie would say... "That's Life!" :)

and about the realizations?? I have LOT'S!!

It was really nice that my bestfriend And I could talk about love matters now.. and talk freely about stuff that we're not used to talking about.. I suppose we're matured now and that we do trust each other more than before.. It was fun..really, though most of the time it was all meant to be a joke. but then again You'll know when it's serious and not. I'd love to share about it.. but I guess I can't do it now. maybe on my next post.. will do my best to write and share it all down here :)



HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!♥

ALL SMILES AND PURE LOVE FOR 2011!!!

HAPPINESS, MORE BLESSINGS AND SUCCESS!!!♥

More wasted, more FUN!

My Everdearest Black Chuck♥

Well, yes as you can all see my favorite black chuck is so busted..

Though It's more cooler this way.. what I mean is, the more wasted the chuck is, The better!..

..

...Though something in me wants to buy a new pair because I really love chucks more than any kind of shoes.

.. So It really makes me wanna go grab myself a good paying job.. aish.. I now realize that my bills are waay bigger than what I have now.. I have so many demands at the moment.. not only because It's the Christmas season or something.. It's just that I really had this need of stuff at the moment.. maybe because I'm too bored with my life right now.. aigoo...

anyhoo, vacation time is over for me.. and the training starts on Monday. Hope I'll do just fine..

aigoo~ I'll miss my all-nighters. (yeah I know I'll be missing my bum life not for long).

dA3's wishlist♥

Well, I don't really have a clue why I'd put my wish list here..

maybe just because I want to..

well Here's my list:

1. a new MP4 with recorder - cause mine just got broken. and It's really devastating. My heart was torn into bits.. srsly



2. 2G ipod shuffle - just because It's too cute and I want to have one.. (I'll prolly get one when I saved up enough to provide me with stuff again.. ) but If some kind-hearted person out there would want to give me one as an early xmas gift.. eherm.. I would love to have the Violet or RED or apple green colored one.. thank'sie in advance **smooches**



3. A solid RED chuck taylor - w size -8 1/2 american size . - Just because Chucks are LOVE♥




4. 320G external hard drive - just because I really, really want one.. to save my files into.. I've been crying and whining for so long because my files would just disappear at times.. I wanna have my OWN PC!!.. I really hate it when people would delete my files without telling me If I still need it or what.. It's as if It's always cool with me that I go DL all my stuff and then They'll just delete it because their files won't fit anymore.. talk about selfishness.. blah





5. The "PROUD TO BE CASSIOPEIA AKTF" shirt and Baller Id - I'm planning on buying it soon!! but I guess the shirt could wait, Since I'm dead broke at the moment... :'(




6. DBSK goodies♥

7. New Nokia C5 -03 or just the C3 would do- I just find it cute and simply because I want a new Phone♥




8. a NEGATIVITEE shirt that says, "MALDITA" or "ADIK" ♥ - I'd really want to own one.. hope I could have one soon♥




Well.. That's what I could think about for now.. will add more as soon as I could think of any :)

TVXQ VS JYJ, SM “We won’t wait anymore”

Finally SM Entertainment has to release TVXQ comeback with only 2 members namely U-Know Yunho and Choikang Changmin.

It’s been a year since SM Entertainment released the “return” ultimatum to the three members Micky Yoochun, Xiah Junsu, and Youngwoong Jaejoong in last November.

At that time, SM Entertainment released a statement to reporters through a public press conference, “We will start the activities of TVXQ in spring 2010, we’re welcoming them to comeback before then.” After the previous announcement, SM who had been waiting for a year, has to formulated the comeback of TVXQ to consist only 2 members eventually.

The two members will return to music industry with a new album in spring 2011, activities schedule that ranges from Japan, Korea, and all over Asia is expected to unfold. Since TVXQ was highly popular, whether the TVXQ that only consists of 2 members is able to keep the big name of their own group starting to become a hot issue recently.

SM on the 23rd at the official website, “As been implied by the preliminary injunction rule, TVXQ activities should be held under SM. We had proposed to the three members to have activities as TVXQ, unfortunately we keep hearing nothing from them. Therefore in consideration to the long future of the group, we have to make this following decision.” explaining the background of the two members’ comeback.

SM Kim Young Min on November 2nd last year stated the company’s ultimatum in the press conference through an official representative. “The recent condition implies that eventhough the three members are able to determine their individual activities, they’re still only able to work as TVXQ under our company. We have scheduled TVXQ comeback activities in Korea in next spring. Hence to prepare for it the three members have to respond to this proposal by the coming 10 days which is on November 12th.”

U-Know Yunho, Choikang Changmin also revealed their feeling through a written document today, “We will continue to keep the promise with SM. Before the other three members started their cosmetic business, we shared the same dream to be able to comeback together as well. Yet in order to have a comeback in next year’s spring we’re required to prepare for at least 6 months. So if we still want to work as TVXQ, we need to make a decision soon before it’s too late.”

The remaining three members, in the other hand, had formed a new group called JYJ and already started to mark their start by launching their first album ‘The Beginning’. ‘The Beginning’ stands for ‘a brand new start’ and is released in both South Korea and United States through Warner Music. It seems that JYJ has committed for a prolonged activities.

Credits to : ♥Cassiopeia is with u♥_♥TVXQ♥

Well, Honestly, In my own opinion.. I don't care If I have to wait til forever..I just want them to be back together as five.. not 3 and most definitely not 2...

I care about HOMIN and JYJ so much that being a Cassie sometimes hurts me.. But I can't do anything for them but to Pray hard and support both JYJ and HOMIN with their activities.

CASSIOPEIA!!.. LET'S ALL SUPPORT OUR BOYS NO MATTER WHAT AND ALWAYS KEEP OUR FAITH TIL THE END!♥

DONG BANG SHINKI HWAITING!!

TVXQ JJANG!!!